I explained what that meant to me. That someone else got what was promised to me. I got my point across. And now he understands. Is the beginning again? Starting over, not from scratch and certainly not as just friends. But something more? Could I really get my hopes that high? He's so proud of me right now though. And it's so much more complicated. There's another person involved this time. A complete and total innocent. A safe and loving, adoring partner. Who thus far has kept me sane and supported me. I'm not sure I can do this to him.
The Etsy isn't going so well. The cleaning business is going fantastically though! I have two new accounts, both are turning out to be fairly profitable. And one more to add on Tuesday. Very nice. Very nice indeed.
Let's see where all of this ends up and if it will even matter in five years.
love
