As usual, there's weird stuff happening in my life. I wonder when have I chosen to live a life full of unexpected problems.

My nursing studying is (hopefuly) over on the next July, and that means that I will be starting a new life in less than a year. Looking for a job, finding a house, thinking about getting married.. it can all be a little too scary.

A year ago, I was totally confident about my plans for the future, but since then, a lot has changed in my life. My mother has a problem in her back and I am not so sure that I can leave her behind and start living in another island. My girlfriend has a problem too. She was diagnosed with panic attacks and since then, she is on anti-depressive medication which is making her more unbalanced, emotionally obsessed and sexually numb than I have ever known. I feel like I am walking into a pit trap.

Yesterday I watched Chris Rock's Never Scared show on HBO. He said some serious things there. You marry and your whole life as you know it, will be over! And I'm not even talking about kids!

It's tough man. Right now it's insane. I need out. But I know that I'll be fine. I always am. Pff.
 
   

 


 
 
chri on
Re: Weird year coming up?
live for today for tomorrow may never come.  ...... I'm not a fan of wise sayings but if one can truly live believing this, I bet he's a more carefree soul.  Smiley
but ur tough, and you know you'll get through these problems also. 
marriage?  those are just visions of a far off future rifht?  omg...at least don't think about it untile verybody is "stable", no?   can u tell i'm scared about that thought too?
congrats btw, for almost finishing your studies!!  that's a huge accomplishment, esp in the situation you were before you switched to nursing.  i envy u.
jimshields on
Re: Weird year coming up?
Oh come on. It's pointless for you to envy me. And I'll tell you why: this nursing thing is leading me nowhere - I think that as soon as I finish my studies, I will want to stay as far away as possible from all the stress that comes with being a nurse. Yeah, sure, I finished my goal, but sometimes I wonder if it wasn't a blind jump.. maybe I should have become a male secretary or a truck driver that ought to be more fun! Heheh!

As for the marriage thing.. I think that I finally took that idea out of my and her mind.. All it took was some scary talk about cheating, divorce and bank loans. It seemed almost too easy..

 
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