I was going to go see a show tonight and planned on it this entire week. But I'm tired and don't feel like getting all prepped for a show. It's raining and it's all the way in Cambridge. And since I haven't been working as much since March, my bank account has taken a big hit since my last rent check cleared.
I guess I have been spending more liberally that I should (banquet and clothes) and I'm having a gathering tomorrow for the end of the school year, which means I'll be buying food, booze, and stuff.
I also have a final paper due Monday
But, I feel as if my old self (wherever he went) would've thrown all of those problems to the wind and say FUCK IT, I WANNA GO TO A SHOW!
Nevertheless, I did preorder the new Coldplay album today on iTunes and new tours were announced nationwide for Coldplay and Madonna's new album (which I vowed to get as close as possible when they come to Boston).
So am I making a sacrifice on not going to a $15 show for a paper, tomorrow's festivities, and future shows that will slap by bank account hard? I think so.
Why can't I just have it all, damnit?
I guess I'm feeling this way because I skipped on The Kills show last week for the Shakespeare rehearsal's that a lot of people skipped out on besides myself and a few others.
My next vow is not to pull this for the shows that I plan for the summer.
p.s. - This better not be the effects of getting older. Hmpf.
