I forgot to mention... it's been quite a while since I've written in this thing. Yeah. a lot of things have actually happened from December to August. For one, I went on a 3 month deployment to Asia. I spent a lovely 3 days in Japan as part of the cruise. The Navy's pretty much been raping me though. I'm trying really hard to get some classes done for college but it looks like I'll only be able to get 4 done in an entire year. Now I actually have to pay for them due to new "policies" :]... And it turns out I'm actually in the Selected Reserves, and I have a screwy contract. I have a lot of choices of what to do now that I'm about to get out, but none seem satisfying after going through this. I mean I could work at some crappy electronics store and go to school, but it doesn't help with the fact that deep down inside I'm almost completely non social now. I am really missing a sense of closeness with everyone. I feel like there's something deeply wrong with me. It's scary. I've made a few good friends on the ship since my last posting as well, but like most their kinda distant : /. I've also started playing guitar. It sort of makes me forget about reality to try to play a melody over and over, or just to mess around a bit. I've only been playing for a month or so so I still kinda suck(not to mention time constrained). I am debating whether or not to start programming crappy videogame projects again. I don't even have my online friends anymore really since I don't have much opportunity to go on AIM and crap. meh : /...
Well.. at least this weekend I will see somebody I knew "back home"(from New York City) for the first time in a year. He moved to Los Angeles temporarily(about an hr and a half from San Diego), and we're going to go to the "EVO" tournament... now I can bring out my rusted skillz in Marvel vs Capcom 2 & Melee. lol... I feel like I really have no life. lol. Works been depressing though, and I only escape through occasional books, frappucinos & procrastination like theres no tommorow.
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