It didn't feel so scrambled to me; I completely relate. Growing up was such a hard time, and I did so in the middle of my parents' divorce, got myself into all kinds of crap, and, somehow, by the grace of God, I am where I am in life today. Anyway, I do hope that your story is an inspiration to your Granddaughter and to other youngsters out there going through this very challenging part of life....

Thanks so much .... appreciate your taking the time to read .... and definitely appreciate your input .... you seem to be a bright star with a bright future ..... just always believe in yourself.

(((hugs)))

Peace.  J.

Thanks J, and keep believing in yourself. There's so many emotions those of us who know our natural parents don't go through than those who were adopted; it's rough. I've seen how it is from my aunt and uncle; they did fostering for quite some time and those kids all had a really rough time. I only know of one of the 8 or so kids they worked with that was able to mentally get past all that in time to seize the opportunity to go to college and stuff. It's definitely a difficult route of life to have to travel.

Thanks so much for sharing Julie.  There were quite a few things in there that I didn't know about you, however nothing that would ever diminish how I feel about you.  You're one great, kind, caring, sincere lady and I'm so glad to be able to call you friend.  You've definitely had your share of "life experiences" and the important thing is that you've grown and learned from them.  They made you who you are and you are a pretty cool chick. 

((((hugs you)))

Thanks Josie ..... that is a great compliment.

My road to today has been bumpy to say the least ..... most of my friends from days past probably think I'm dead.  Without a doubt. 

Peace.  J.

Julie, this was very beautiful and insightful. It wasn't a BIT scrambled. I didn't know your granddaughter was on here. I'm happy she's joined the MindSay community.

P.S. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

I love you too, Amanda!  And miss you bunches ..... ((((hugs))))

She joined in late December .... I was very happy she came here.  She is a wonderful kid ..... like you .... brilliant, beautiful and a bright future ahead.

Peace.  J.

i dont know you. but even in this the most anonymous of places, you must be strong individual. to share this with the world! i know that it doesnt matter what all these people that dont know you think, but it still takes courage.
kudos to you.

im here. in this stage you speak of right now.
in the middle of my teenage years [kind of]
im turning 17 in less than a month.



i guess what im trying to say is,
thanks for sharing.  :]

And I thank you for stopping by .... and appreciate your kind words.

The teen years are tough .... and today so much tougher ..... your road is a much harder road than my generations ..... even with advances in technology and such.  In a round about way .... technology had hurt this younger generation.

Just stay strong and believe in yourself .... follow your dreams and let no one tell you you can't do it.  Hang with positive influences ..... kids with goals such as yourself ..... the other path can be most destructive .... and hurtful ..... not only to you but those around you.

Again, thanks so much for commenting .... and it is very nice to meet you. 

Peace.  J.

I dont know how you feel about me commenting you can do with this comment what you want and I won't be offended.

This was a tremendously brave and honest post and i am sure will help Laura alot.

I saw that you had been by my new blog so thought I might say hi.

Are you still campaigning for Huckabee? (lol)

Thank you for your comment Ray.  I hope I don't scare her away from me.

Hi.

Huckabee?  LOL .... not a chance ..... McCain is my man .... roflmao ..... omg, NOT ..... voted for Obama .... hoping he kicks Hillary's ass ..... hard.

Its good to see you.

Peace.  J.

I would vote for Obama too .

Hillary is two faced  anything for a vote just like bill. I always liked Al Gore better.

I wish Gore was an option ..... he would of had my vote for sure.

Peace.  J.