
I never knew how sliding into a pair of old jeans- that a couple months ago couldn't go past my hips- could be so rewarding. My butt was very happy this evening. :D
So how is everyone? Lovely? Fabulous? Tired? Lonely? Hungry? All of the above? Well I am all of the above for sure and definitely have no problem in saying it. Today was crazy as normal. Woke up late. Got my daughter to daycare late. Got to work late. Left work late. Picked up daughter from daycare late. Took a nap and woke up late. Got to bible study late. Came home late. LOL. It was a day of lateness all around. And where before I used to get really pissed off, I mean seriously I was livid- now I just realize I can't do it all. I'm not super women or super mom. I can only do so much. If I'm given tomorrow then I'll try again, but getting so worked up...blecch...it expends too much energy.
I'm not sure if I mentioned that Im a singer/songwriter and no I am not just saying that because I sing in the shower or along with the radio. :) I am legitimate. I have actual lyrics to actual songs that have actual music that is actually on a cd...hehe. So I wrote a new song like a week ago, really great song, one of my best to date I think. I call the producer guy I recorded with last time I did a song and his system is down and won't be back up for a few weeks....grr. I know another dude who is a friend of a friend who has his own studio, but he's gonna charge me and that's not in the budget right now. So ah I could wait till next year, but the song is like that good and I want to get it out and on my website, especially since I have been promising my "fans" I would some new music up. Anyone in the Michigan are know of a producer who will allow me some studio time for a fair and reasonable and CHEAP price, let me know?
I think all of you are fabulous for taking the time to read and respond to the questions. I've been getting so many great opinions from you all here and from my friends, it's really helping me to shape, reaffirm maybe, and definitely make a clear decision. So thank you all!
Im beginning to realize that the more I let go of myself, the more I find myself. Wait. Stop. Think about that for a minute. The more I let go of myself, the more I find myself. Is that so profound? Or have we just missed it completely? Till the next update!
-lexy
P.S. Can you find yourself, by letting go of yourself? And...is there ever a point where you stop discovering who you are?
- My answer is yes. When you let go of yourself, remove some parts, change some parts, renew some parts, you make room for either more or you clear the way to reveal what was there all along. And I believe, now, that discovering yourself is a life long journey. But as most journeys go, you need to know a little about your surroundings first, have a base to start with before you begin your journey. Know a bit of who you are, everyone does to some extent, and then go from there.
What do you think?
So how is everyone? Lovely? Fabulous? Tired? Lonely? Hungry? All of the above? Well I am all of the above for sure and definitely have no problem in saying it. Today was crazy as normal. Woke up late. Got my daughter to daycare late. Got to work late. Left work late. Picked up daughter from daycare late. Took a nap and woke up late. Got to bible study late. Came home late. LOL. It was a day of lateness all around. And where before I used to get really pissed off, I mean seriously I was livid- now I just realize I can't do it all. I'm not super women or super mom. I can only do so much. If I'm given tomorrow then I'll try again, but getting so worked up...blecch...it expends too much energy.
I'm not sure if I mentioned that Im a singer/songwriter and no I am not just saying that because I sing in the shower or along with the radio. :) I am legitimate. I have actual lyrics to actual songs that have actual music that is actually on a cd...hehe. So I wrote a new song like a week ago, really great song, one of my best to date I think. I call the producer guy I recorded with last time I did a song and his system is down and won't be back up for a few weeks....grr. I know another dude who is a friend of a friend who has his own studio, but he's gonna charge me and that's not in the budget right now. So ah I could wait till next year, but the song is like that good and I want to get it out and on my website, especially since I have been promising my "fans" I would some new music up. Anyone in the Michigan are know of a producer who will allow me some studio time for a fair and reasonable and CHEAP price, let me know?
I think all of you are fabulous for taking the time to read and respond to the questions. I've been getting so many great opinions from you all here and from my friends, it's really helping me to shape, reaffirm maybe, and definitely make a clear decision. So thank you all!
Im beginning to realize that the more I let go of myself, the more I find myself. Wait. Stop. Think about that for a minute. The more I let go of myself, the more I find myself. Is that so profound? Or have we just missed it completely? Till the next update!
-lexy
P.S. Can you find yourself, by letting go of yourself? And...is there ever a point where you stop discovering who you are?
- My answer is yes. When you let go of yourself, remove some parts, change some parts, renew some parts, you make room for either more or you clear the way to reveal what was there all along. And I believe, now, that discovering yourself is a life long journey. But as most journeys go, you need to know a little about your surroundings first, have a base to start with before you begin your journey. Know a bit of who you are, everyone does to some extent, and then go from there.
What do you think?
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