What is up with you thinking people don't care?

People do care, I learned that the hard way. It may not seem like they do, but they do!

People care!  Not all people, but for the most part they do (I think they do anyway).  Do what you gotta do, but know that I at least care.   

Heres the deal sweety, I care, but I am still pissed about what you said to scott.  That is messed up.  You wont tell me the story he told you.  He lies, but yet you believe him still.  I thought that I was your friend and that he was a stranger.  Now, I deserve what I got?  I deserve not to be able to breathe right and I deserve to have my throat hurt?  Nah... I never threatened him with anything.  Yeah, I kept flailing, but that was it.  I hardly hit him.  I didn't deserve to be hurt.   If he was  a real cop, then he would have restrained me without hurting me the way he did.  I took that shit a while ago and I know how to handle the roughest of people without hurting them like he hurt me.  I know that you dont care about me, but I do care about you.  I always have, I am just hurt that you would say that.  That you would say I deserve everything I got and that I am a liar.  Have I ever lied to you?  What the hell did he say to you to make you say that?  That is messed up. 

But whatever, I guess it is almost over now.  And by the way, he couldn't court marshal you.  The only people who could court marshal you would be your superiors and since military and airforce aren't the best of friends, you would probably not get court marshaled.  You need to research your shit and so does he.  And if he threatened you then that in itself is a crime.  You can't threaten people with something like that. 

See ya, or not.. it dont matter now. 

Ok as I said to you I have said fuck that whole thing it is from two sides and both saw and felt two different things no one lied and what not. YOur the one that called me and said we  cant not be friends and what not. It was a great way to get me in a down mood for my grad party by the way. It really sucked because I thought you got me when I said Fuck It. As in it is in the past lets move on. I dont know... if you want to be friends again that sounds like a plan but I know we wont be like we were for a while. After timne yes we will but not strait of that bat... I dont know... ttyl I hope

Well, I really care for you and I want to be your friend.  I was just really pissed after reading what you said.  About how you hate girls that lie.  Well, I have thought a lot of things over.  I wrote a blog about it.  If you want to talk to me again, that would be great.  I didn't mean to do that to you..... It may be easier for you to move on, but it is really hard for me to.  But I am tired now.. I must go... Call me if you get a chance.. if of course it doesn't cost too much money...

I have no way of calling you. When you said you did not want me to contact you Ideleted you Number from my phone. That is just what I do when dome one says they want nothing to do to me. I take away all my ways of talking to them.

Well you havent wrote on yhis thing in a long time. Well have a great life...c ya

hey it seems like alor of people do care about u.. how many replies are u wantin before you come back? it seems like people care but i dont really know anything about you except your hott...lol  later and remember everythings pimp...ighty

I am now on this Name.. sorry I guess I could make an update in here to say that but yeah... sorry for not getting ahold of you yet to tell you. nNOt many know this one yet... well they wil if they come and look at this but yeah lol... ttyl.. and I am not hot lol

Oh my gosh you are sooooooo hott i saw your pic along time ago. I looked at it every time i got online till u took it off..I want to see that one with your shirt off..well talk to u later ighty and remember everything is pimp..April

well I know you wrote this a long time ago but I finally have an internet connection that lets me put up pics and have have up one with my shit off. My abs are not as good as the were since I was at AIt traing to be a Soldier but I will get them back up in the next month or two... it is wierd to think I got out of shape while training with out army....

Yepp..well u still look real hott...LOL So hows it goin? Well i got a pic up on mine now but it was from like 2 years ago....Anywayz, runnin outa things to say so talk to ya later..ighty.....April

It is going pretty good for the most part. I have some normal downs but there are several good highs too. YOu should get a more resent pic up so I can really see what you look like, 2 years can be a lot of changes.

yah people who know me say i dont look much different but i think i do..maybe it just wasnt a good pic...yah i need a scanner or sumthin