hi...

another poem....great!

bow legged ladies?

(smiles)

oh Georgie...

hi

hi

Georgie...I think you need to lie down on my couch and tell me everything..

I shall advise you...

(before you run into any trouble)

Wonderful to see  you posting poetry again.  Poor ladies sound worn out from the life they have to lead, and the two ends of the spectrum between the stars and the whores is so aptly described...a fine line, hey?  The one set just has what it takes to buy the other...

are you saying they are all "whores"

just different kinds?

seems so.

how empty...

how lost I would feel if.......

well, it takes two to tango, and the one doing it with a whore is as much one as she is, right? just that he has the money to choose which one he wishes to spend time with.....sigh

yes....he is as much as a whore as she is...and both have lost a part of themselves...at their very core...they are both emptied and need filling up...I am only guessing ......but.....when love is missing....whether you are male or female...I believe.....you lose yourself....more and more with every encounter...

it is the refilling of self ....that one is seeking.   Must feel empty and eventually weakens self esteem.....Love feels so good...why is true love so difficult to find?...Is it because we just don't love ourselves any longer?or because self respect is lost ...therefore how can we respect another...love another?

The state of love ...of relationships in the world....saddens me.....Friendship is best...

I think it is a vicious circle; the emptiness on the inside drives you to fill it with substitutes for the real thing, this in turn leads to a lowering of self esteem and you turn to the same thing again, for comfort to fill the void, if only for a moment, somehow thinking you are unworthy of the real thing...that it can't be for one such as yourself, who has done so many unworthy things....

 

When, if we would only realise how special and worthy each of us is, and that, no matter what we have done, our worth has not changed, we would reach out in love and for love with all we are worth, while we still have time!

 

See, you have me waxing philosophical....Gray's fault, hey?

Sweetie...None of us are perfect....

and you are right...

It is a horrible vicious cycle...I understand it...but I am so grateful to not have found myself .....trapped within the cycle....

Except for the GRACE of God....go I...

and I need God to protect me from cynicism.

Perfect Love ................grows...and is nurtured over time..

 I want perfect love....mind, body, spirit...

We are all worthy of perfect love..

but we do the things that cast out any chance of perfect love..

We become foolish....trapped....addicted...

Love withers..

Minds become warped..

I need God to protect my heart and mind...That is where  my Love lives...in the innocense of my spirit..

We need to come to a place where we know that without God.....we are lost..

We are all special and worthy....

We should love .....while we have time..but the deepest love is protective...is innocent in many ways...unlike any other..

Every day is a new beginning...Forgiveness is for everyone..

 

Innocense begins with the next breath..

How I want to cherish ....

Gray's fault?  no...It is Gray's reality...

I love Gray's matter....he touches my heart.....he is my Georgie....always a friend.

I like philosophical...

I think we should thank Gray ...for allowing us to speak..

we are both waxing philosophical...

yes

yes sweetie.

I do thank him; he always stirs philosophical thought in me, which has been sadly lacking in me of late.  I am just sad...overwhelmingly sad, with no explanation...walking in a funk, or sad, no in between.  I know the meds are suppressing me and that it may be good, but surely joy is a part of life that we deserve....i don't know

 

 

thanks gray...i hope you are okay where you are...thank you for serving your country dear; we do appreciate you!

thanks b.  i appreciate the thoughts.

welcome! just keep safe and keep writing...

Joy is a part of life that we all deserve..

Bon....it comes from the little girl inside that tells you..........that you are good...that you have a purpose beyond the superficial...that your soul is good...

One day at a time sweetie...perhaps a good cry...a cleansing...

the joy is just below the surface....I think you have it....it has you...

but ..............stuff is in the way...

Find the little child....go back...that is where joy is....

I find joy in being goofy..silly..innocent childlike goofiness.

I find joy in knowing I am good..

I find joy in doing what is right in the world..

I find joy in encouraging others.

I find joy in connecting with another emotionally...It is part of spirit.

I find joy in beauty....every beautiful thing..every single beautiful thing in the universe.

I find joy in faith...in hope...in my innocense...

If I want to feel joyful....I know what I must do...

I know my plan...

We all have a different plan....but I am sure the formula is similar for you...

Bonnie....see past your stuff....go to your plan for joy...

There you will find it waiting for you...

sending hugs...

we do appreciate you Georgie...so much..

thanks.  my job is just to provide the venue for thought, is all.

well done!

Thank you for the thoughts.  I do have a lot bogging me down right now, birdie.  I know that weeping only lasts for a season and that joy comes in the morning.  I am worried because I have certain things I am responsible for and don't know what to do about them in the interum while I will not be employed.  Lawl has enough on his plate and I don't want to burden him with them, or have him bitching either... oh that the Lord would help me not to get into these situations...and to be content in my situation...contentment seems an illusive dream.  Seems I must accept security over happiness and see the green grass here.  I will practise being thankful, I promise and that should help.  Negativity will get me nowhere.  Thanks again...I will try...

Life is not easy hon....Decisions are so important....

I pray that you find joy where you are..

We all get negative....but you are right...It is after practice that we get better....

There is a little book called "The Master Key" that might encourage your mind..Of course..through all of it.....we must keep our eyes on Jesus...He gave us the key...it is his secret.

jesus is the answer, and i am grateful that he has been with me in all of this, dear...

I agree...

I can do all things....because of Jesus who gives me my strength.

all things.....is quite a load.

giggle

you are going to think i'm silly but this reminds me of anna nicole.

yeah. I think so too.

think what? that i am silly? or that it reminds you of anna nicole?

The latter, Plum.  Think positive.

lol.  good. thx for the reminder baby.