Everybody is being really supportive to me, and I'm thinking about spending a night or two at my mom's, probably the sooner the better...

I'm just fatigued lately, the stress and not being able to sleep really sucks, when I start to fall asleep I have a coughing fit because Cal gave me his throat infection :(:(

And another thing I'm stressed about, Cal has a version of leukoplakia on his tongue (look it up, it's thoroughly gross, but very interesting) and the doctor tested it and found out it's pre-cancerous ...:(  Cal is going to get cough drops, medicated to kill the lesion...eww, lol

Other than that, my life is pretty stable..I'm still very sad I can't go to school this quarter, but I needed a break off of it anyway, then this way I'll be able to save up money for next quarter and help to do my part in paying the credit card down :):)

A lot of my stress has been revolving around money, I can't wait till that goes away, Joe moving in wil remove a lot of the financial stress, but I don't know how Cal will take it, we shall see...always :)