"I'm never gonna be what you wanna see. Always gonna be me, and free, right or wrong."

Well, well, well--it seems that life, as always, is moving forward with time and I am not allowed to sit and mope.... What a bummer. Oh well--I suppose that's a good thing.

I didnt' get to see Spencer yesterday. That wouldn't be such a sad (and oh-so-short) story if it weren't our two month anniversary. Girls--back me up here: The month marks are not necessarily to be celebrated (except for the multiples of 3--3, 6, and 9), but they should also not be tossed aside like they are nothing. I was on the phone with Spank (Spencer's family's nickname for him--hahahaha) last night and I was like  -I'm sad.- "Why?"  -Because it's our two month mark and I didn't/won't get to see you today...*insert sad face*-  "So? What's the big deal about two months? Woo--we'll do something for three months."  -Yeah, but it still would have been nice to at least SEE you today...-  "O...kay.... I don't think it's as big a deal as you're making it out to be. Let's just do something Saturday, okay?"  -Okay.- blah blah blah   But am I right girls? I was telling Mitch about that today and he was like "Uhhh...I'm with Spencer on this one..." But Jackie (Mitch's gf) agreed with me.

Anyway, work has been tiring. I'm SO tired of standing or being on my feet in any way, shape or form. I took my server test today though! Woot! It was soooo nerve wracking! My big boss--the big one, yes him--comes up to me and tells me he thinks I'm ready, right? That's really cool because, normally, people don't take the test until they've been there for like two weeks--I've only been there one. So anyway, I have to treat him like a customer and seat him and do the whole shpeel, right? I forgot a few things, but he said I did a really good job over all--I PASSED!! Yay!! I get my server card! I'm stoked. So I'm going to a movie with Mitch tonight to celebrate. I think I wanna go see Stealth. I've seen everything else in the box office except The Island, Must Love Dogs, and Sky High, but I don't want to see MLD or SH. Oh yeah--I haven't seen that dumb Penguin movie either, but I don't think I EVER will.

So I have to work tomorrow from 3-11--ick. That sucks. Period. What makes it suck even more, though, is that Michelle wanted us (Me, Spencer, and this guy, Ryan, that I'm tryin to hook her up with) to go up to Woodland Hills and hang out Friday evening - do a little swimming, hot tub, play some pool, watch a movie on the big screen.... But NO--I have to work. La Dee Da  I'm upset.....

I decided that I'm going to cook dinner for Spencer Saturday night--garlic chicken stuff with noodles and veggies. It's soooo good. Then we're gonna make rice crispy treats (the old fashion way where you have to actually melt the marshmallows--not that marshmallow goo crap in a jar). I also bought chocolate to melt and strawberries, so that should be fun. After all of that, we're gonna watch my favorite Disney movie--Aladin--while playing with Model Magic (have you ever played with that stuff? It's SO cool! It's like play doh only it's foam....kinda...and it air dries so you don't have to bake it to keep the creation. Go, my friends, to your neighborhood WalMart's craft section and buy some today!). Kissing will ensue....oh, my dear VLed friends--it is a thing of beauty. Anyway, it should turn out to be a fun night. At least I hope so.

I'll keep you posted.


Ashley - The Keeper of The Flame

 
   

 


 
 
BritBoy on
Re: I'm not sorry, and I don't wanna worry...
Thanks a lot Ashley. You totally blew me off when I called you the other day, to do something and then you do stuff with other people even though you said we would hang out later this week. I guess that isn't goping to happen. I'm sorry that I am pissed about this because I am not going to be able to hang out much anymore. My last few weeks of summer are filled with vacations and getting ready to move and stuff. It just sucks that you blew me off like that. I know you have other friends and Spencer you want to hang out with but it still isn't cool. I was goingto ask you to come school shopping with me tomorrow but you have your other friends and so do I . 
flamewielder on
Re: I'm not sorry, and I don't wanna worry...
Jackson! Did I blow you off? I was with my FAMILY--not my friends. You know just as well as I do that I spend little to no time with my family. And, seeing as how Mike was only going to be here a few days, I thought it would be nice of me to make time for them. I wanted to hang out with you--I really did. I've just been working and crap and my phone is temporarily disconnected, which means I'M temporarily disconnected--from the world. I would have loved to go school shopping with you, but I guess you don't want me to anymore. I have to go to work in an hour, anyway. Just so you know, I drove all the way to your house (I guess it's not THAT far...) yesterday to see if you were there (no phone...) and if you wanted to go do something. I got there, but no one was home. I was pretty bummed, but you probably had better things to do. I apologize if I hurt your feelings or if you feel like I blew you off. I really didn't mean to--I wanted to hang out. I'm sorry--let's do something....


Ash

BritBoy on
Re: I'm not sorry, and I don't wanna worry...
It was just that you were short with me on the phone and weren't paying any attention to what I was telling you, like you didn't care. Then you made plansfor doing stuff without talking to me, even though I told you way before I wanted to hang out this weekend. Look, I don't want to be pissed at you right now. I am busy all day Saturday (tomorrow) and I am leaving Sunday for like a week. Then I have one week left before I move to my new apartment-which will be filled with buying books and house stuff. I wanted to hang out because this was one of my last chances. College won't let me spend tone of time hanging out. It just sucks that's all.
flamewielder on
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Jack-o

I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to be like that, and I really want to hang out with you before you move. Maybe I can do some shopping with you when you get back?


Ash


 
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