blog #11

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fitchy

blog #11

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headache

heartache

bad day

liz

argument

beccabooskii

bad day. REALLY bad day.
its like no matter what i do, im still destined to fail at life...
no matter how good i am to other people, or happy i pretend to be, or how much i act like i just dont care; its all for nothing.
and i dont know what to do anymore.

i came home after it all went down and just cried. i was standing there feeling stupid for just crying so i went in and got in the shower fully dressed as a punishment. also because i thought it would help soothe me. i get out 10 minutes later still crying.
i call aj. he listens.

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i wont let myself be depressed though. i bounce back. i ALWAYS bounce back. so im going to take a couple of tylenol and im going to sit back and think of all the good things in life like beccabooskii and i am going to blog and i am going to be happy.

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im going to let aj sleep with me in my bed.

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cheeseluver901 on

Re: blog #11

Having someone to snuggle with will make you feel batter. I know that my Davis would ALWAYS makes me feel better no matter how bad the day was.

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fitchy on

Re: blog #11

yeah i just wish it was goign to be tonight
because i really need him tonight
i just need a hug really
but theres no one around to give me one...
so i guess im just going to have to deal with it.

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cheeseluver901 on

Re: blog #11

Aww... I would give you a hug if I was there