Still having a hard time

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feelnuninspired

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music is life

life

the long road

I know that life just isn't fair sometimes. I also know that if you want something, you have to make it happen. Nothing that is worth having comes without a fight.

Yes, I am still trying to get over her, dammit!

Tell me something, how does it happen someone tells you they love you for 3 years and one day, its over? What happened to that love? Where did it go?

Funny thing, seems the music in my life always fits what is going on in my life, always fits my mood. I mean like even playing on the radio, of course music I play fits, because I pick it, lol. I like most music, I can listen and enjoy almost anything, from Rob Zombie,metalocalypse to Garth Brooks and shania twain, lol.

What played on the radio yesterday that was so fitting, Here I go again by Whitesnake. I am on a training course right now, 4 hours from home, and I had to drive here, on a long road I have been on many times before to. Just like my life, I use to travel this road with the help of others, then one day I had to strike out and travel it alone. It was scary, but I made it to where I had to go. I had to travel this road many more times since then but it never gets any easier. I have learnt alot along the way though. Take your time, take things slow and be safe. You can never trust the other drivers. Or the other people in the case of my life. So, this is what it comes down to I guess, I am losing faith in people.

I don't think it is so much losing this girl as it is just being alone again, I knew our relationship was in trouble for sometime, just seems I am going down this road alot.

Anyway, I am tired and going back to sleep.

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bahamat on

Re: Still having a hard time

It might've seemed like a shock, after 3 years, but it might've just been a gradual buildup of issues that caused friction that needed dealing with - they would've been weights on both of your minds, and it'd be like trying to hold hands walking together with heavy backpacks.

I think music can also kick up certain issues - a lot of it's almost aimed at certain aspects of life, it doesn't necessarily have to give you an answer or point you in any direction, just remind you - some music I've heard almost contradicts in points but it kicks up lots of dirt in trying to deal with those points.

People will try to make you afraid of everything too - I don't know why - but it's not nice to be always afraid, and I think some of it's down to your persepctive of the situation - is it really as bad/ as dangerous as people make out?
Anyway - you might be down 1 girl but you've got a friend here