thats how it works out.  It really is.  Thats how it was with my boyfriend and his wife.  I was the one who had the mental connection and who he shared everything with but she was the one who went to bed next to him every month.  But he is mine now lol.  And I hope it works out for you to

Thank you! Your comment makes me hopeful. :]

lol hey sorry but i had to fix my last comment.  I meant every night lol not every month.  My bad. much appologies

First of all, your final suggestions is an interesting one ;D and second love is worse than meth. The chemical reaction in your brain literally makes you insane. Rachel is straight up my drug. No fucking doubt. I'm the one who deserves her, and I am better in every damn way. He doesn't have a goddamn clue what I feel for her. Yet he gets her, physically mentally, all of it. It kills me. I'm pretty dead inside after two and a half agonizing years. 

I feel for you, hun.  If it helps, I'm in love with a man who's married to a whore who only wants his money.  She doesn't give a dang about him, yet she gets to hold him in her arms every night.  I actually DO love him and I don't get to hold him.

 

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I'm so sorry. I hope that everything works out for the best for you. :[

Thank you I hope so too. 

 

I hope it works out for you.

 

Sorry it took me so long to reply.  I've been taking a break. 

 

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