dad
don't you think you should get out?
Yeah I do but I can't. I have no where to go...I'm sure I could live with a friend or something but I would feel like I'm invading or something. As soon as I'm done with Highschool and college, I'm moving out.
no friend would feel you're invading when it comes to a situation like this.. Your father obviously has an issue he needs to fix. your mother should be doing something too. you're her baby! you know what I mean?
it's not right, even I, who doesn't know you would take you in because it is horrible and unexceptable..
do you know what I mean hun?
even a perfect stranger doesn't want to see something like this happen to you.
My dad does have an issue...he's just like his own dad. And my mom? She doesn't care that much.
The last time this happened, my mom told me to "not make him angry" and that he "loves me"...although I didn't do anything...just spoke a few words. That's why I just don't talk to my parents much anymore...I got sick of things getting shoved back into my face.
if you ever need to talk to someone I'm more than willing.
I know. I have a lot of people to talk to...but the thing is, I don't know how to put what I feel into words some of the time. You see, that night when it happened, there are so many different things I felt that I just couldn't begin to explain.
Thank you...for everything.
I will. I promise.
