Thursday sucked, to say the least.

I knew it was going to be a bad day, and I almost called in and said I was sick or something...just so I wouldn't have to deal with what, at the time, I didn't know was going to happen. Adam got there and I todl him it was going to be a bad day--he didn't believe me of course. When Nick got there an hour later I proved him wrong. I'm not going to explain EVERYTHING that happened but I will add a few dialogue parts.

So Nick walks in the door, and the first question he asks me after punching in is "What would you do if I just quit and left?" I told him I would hate him, and he asked me if it would be a raging hate, or just hate...I said I wouldn't hate him but the fact that he'd even think of doing something like that. Then he dropped the subject.

He kept hinting at leaving all night, but I didn't think that'd be the night to do it. Adam left so it was just me and Nick.When it got slower, he said he was going to leave...so he punched out and was heading to the back. I stopped him, and just then a customer came in. I told the customer I'd be right there, and told Nick that if he was going to do it that he had to call Michelle (our manager), and tell her that he was leaving....or wait til I left and do it. He said he didn't want to have to face her, and I got kinda mad. I asked him if he thought it would be easy for me to tell her that the closer just quit and  left me alone. He said he didn't know. I told him to go call Michelle, and he didn't say anything but just went to the back...and I went to help the person waiting. Customers kept coming in for the next half hour or so, and it was making me angry. But when I finally got a little free time, I went to the back and he wasn't there...I opened the door and his motorcycle was gone. All I could think was "What a fucking bastard!" and "What am I going to do now?!"

I called my manager and told her that Nick left. She said she would be in in a few minutes, and I waited. When I hung up the phone I started freaking out...I didn't know what to do and what to think. When Michelle got there I started to cry...not only because he abandoned me, but because of all the things I held inside for the whole week too....it all made me break.

What hurts me the most about this is that I was becoming good friends with this guy, and I was pretty much putting my trust in him..he had gained it...and he told me and Ashley (right after Alicia walked out on him and Toni), that he would never do that to one of us. Well thanks a fuckin lot, kid. I didn't ever want to come back to work, because that was the third time something similar to that has happened to me. I thought I could trust him, but it turns out--I can't. Now it's going to be even harder for me to trust guys...thanks to him.

Friday he was supposed to work with Toni and Amanda, but I didn't think he'd show up anyways. On Saturday morning, we found out that at about 8ish I think (he was supposed to work 5-9), that he got in an accident with his motorcycle and was in the ER. I almost wanted to leave a comment on his myspace saying, "How's the karma treating you?" but I thought that would be really mean so I didn't.

But that's about it...there are a lot more details that I left out, but I don't feel like typing them because I have to go to work.

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