You need an Orpheus.

You are finding one, at least!  I'm happy for you and congratulations.  I am a successful quitter, of 5 years and people can smoke around me anytime they want and I don't care. I actually can't wait to get away.  It repulses me, now.  So, your endurance will bring you treasures.  Your lungs are the only organs which can heal themselves.  Except if you smoked menthol.  Autopsies can't even cut through the lungs because there are all glass fibers embedded in the lung tissue.  At the respiratory hospitals, they have signs at the front door, "If you smoked menthol cigarettes, we cannot help you."

Crazy.

Hey, you may get lucky, people who pray have often gone completely against scientific proof...OR, OR, you may life a long and healthy life, regardless.  ::hugs::  I wish you Godspeed in the effort to see you will finally be free from this burden!