not sure what i need, not sure if i did the right thing. not sure if i'm in my right mind at all. i never know how to approach things. wanted to take a bit of time to get my head straight but i guess he took it as a now or never. so i suppose its over. someone i thought would understand. someone who cared so much. am i insane to think there was a rift happening. things cut short. things unsaid. i don't know. i'm upset, but even mad at myself for not being able to be there like he needed a year is a while but i don't think time was wasted at all. thinking the friend thing again. eh.
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