still here

hey whats up people. i guess i am hanging around  this world for a lil more. anyway i havent been on in ten or so days (sorry for your loss folx). well i am trying to do the best i can with finding a job so i can have some money while school starts up again very soon. i guess i am looking forward to it, only because i do nothing with my time, all dam day. i lock myself in a room and watch the teli, no freinds, or social contact exept for a very special, dear person, but otherwise i am as apathetic, imobile, and slow as a turtle. whatever thats what depression is...a attenuation of our true mode of experssion. does anybody want to be buddies with an aloof, stoic, negative creep like me? i think i will post some of my thoughts and poetic sentiments in a few days or so, but untill then...keep in touch.