I rarely remember dreams.  I usually wake up oblivious to the fact that my mind has probably been overactive all night.  Lately it seems that every dream I actually remember, with the exception of one or two, has been about her.

 

And now, just when I'm feeling I'm doing so well, I'm living my life and moving on, I have to wake up this morning from the most vivid dream I think I've ever had.  I remember every detail, and I had to wake up to face the reality that she's not there... again.  Fuck that.  I'm not going to let it get me down.

 
   

 


 
 
Andreux on
Re: Not going to let it happen
You are doing so well in this process. Believe it or not, it is actually a little inspirational =) Maybe you will never be completely over her. I mean, y'all did spend so many years with each other. It cannot be that easy to entirely forget someone. Either way, keep up what you are doing, and I hope that you are also meeting new people!
darklight20 on
Re: Not going to let it happen
Thanks   I'm glad it seems to other people that I'm doing well because I feel that I am most of the time, but every now and then I really wonder just how well I'm doing... if that makes any sense.  No, I won't ever be completely over her, I'm pretty sure of that.  Afterall, I married her for a reason, and I wasn't the one who wanted to end it. 

 
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