No more school, Christmas break. I'm really not going to enjoy it. 13 without seeing Cody, being in the house because it feels like below freezing outside. So I guess I'll find a new hobby.

Lastnight I had a chior consert, it was great. We had to be there at 6 when the concert started at 7:30, yes thats a little retarded. But for 45 min. Missy Me and Cody hung out in the Act room (we were doing this concert at a church) it was so so funny, us three got our picture taken, we all looked so cute, I got a lap dance, which was not so pleasent, but yeah how many people get a lap dance in a church? I got to might Taryn's mommy, she is so cool. But the thing I don't understand about this concert is the songs sound depressing, even Cody and my mom said that, what all happen to all the Christmas song we hear every year? like Rodufe the Red nose raindeer, frosty the snow man. But we did great, it lasted for 2 hours because the 7th and 8th grade sung, the Show chior, concert chior (thats me), and sufonic chior, and many solos.

I peirced more ears. I'm so use to it, that it doesn't bother me. Even though Cody said no more than 2 on each because other than that it looks stupid. But I got 3 in one ear and 2 in the other. I'm not going to tell him, but let him find out in 13 days, and maybe I'll have more.

I colored my hair, its awesome looking, but Cody doesn't like it because it looks red, but I put in golden brown highlights, but they turn red instead.

I'm going to miss Cody so much this Christmas break. I always miss him during weekends so this is going to be really bad for me. But all we can do is call each other, but his dad will probably say "Cody your not dating the girl, so quit calling her, or you'll be grounded even longer, and won't see her this Christmas break" oh and he might, that is a might be able to come over once, but only for a few hours. But I just want to go over there and let his dad see me, and how much I've changed since the last he seen me with red hair, peircings all over my ears, my outfits. But I really not give a fuck, he's made Cody grounded over 6 fucking months. Come on let the boy date already you dumbass.

Mood: Tired, frustrated

Music: 30 seconds to mars - "ATTACK"