why do you feel that you're failing at life? Is that a turtle on your head or are you just happy to see me?

uhmmm I changed my picture, but yes, it was a turtle on my head

And I believe I failed at life because of my AP biology score. ugh. biology is the study of life -_-;;

On the contrary as long as you survive and pull through, I consider you a success for that. Who really has the right to judge anyway? - I've never had a relationship, and I'm 21, so what though, who cares if I don't, it's not anyone else's business - why should it matter anyway? - crap like that and just everyday life doesn't deserve to bother me, or you or anyone.
Life must gets some sort of value from how we affect others - so even if you didn't achieve your ambitions, if you still helped people, that must make it mean somthing (to them at least)

I didn't even help anyone. i took a test, and obviously I suck so bad I can't even manage to get a score in my best subject. So now I have to deal with the fact that I can't get into the colleges I previously wanted to, and therefore I cannot pay for college.

But even so, college isn't the be all and end all, you can get work without it, and as long as you can pay the bills and feel ok what else matters? Even if you haven't helped anyone, i'm sure you'll have oppertunities to help people in the future, at work, with friends, or at home - you can give your life value by how you can make life happier/easier for people/animals in need - spending time with animals made me realise there are other, more important things, an animal cares unconditionally, they have trust, etc - things much more 'human' than our role in life - i think being on the right side is more important than what you get

Ok, my post was about a specific test called an AP test [Advanced Placement], in which I took the biology one two months ago, and yesterday I got the results back. Considering biology is the study of life the, "I fail at life" was something of a bitter joke. College is a must for someone like me; originally I was hoping that I could apply to IV league schools.. but now that AP thing has ruined it because they use things for comparison. If a 3 in the AP equals a 100 in my school, then what about the other grades? It's one of those risks I suppose.

Ahh, my mistake thought that it was more general... If it's the american education system I don't know how works but I hope it turns out ok

haha, yeah... thank you