Ok so I am crying, but I know the tears will pass and hopefully my tears will not flood my laptop or this post.


I have wanted a motorcycle since I was 21, but my parents constantly asked me to let my desire for the bike go and I did. Well at least I tried to forget about it, but the bike kept calling my name. Slowly but surely I started saving and was planning on finally getting my dream bike a 2007 kwasaki by the end of last month...Ha nope, wouldn't be able to make the purchase because the money was needed to pay unexpected bills. I kept telling myself where there is a will there is a way, and if I was meant to have it the bike would be mine.

Fast forward to last friday and my dreams are answered in the form of a small white envelope. I came home to a credit card offer that would cover a down payment for my bike as well as other necessities to begin ridding. Believe it or not as much as I wanted to run and make the purchase my hands would not make the call to accept the card. While the credit card would have been great my credit is not the best so I declined. Later that night I took another look at the offer and called in my acceptance.
Fast forward to sunday and I begin to hear my brakes squeaking, great her gos the other shoe dropping. (why  me...WHYYYYYYYYYYYY)
Fast forward to this morning (yes i know fast forward is overused..but hey so is the other shoe!...lol)
Anyway the mechanic calls me and drops the bomb.

Good morning CJ, its Mike.
Hi Mike.
Sorry did I wake you?
Yep, but I was waiting for your call anyway.
Ouch, well sorry to have to do this , but I have bad news.
Tears start coming toward my eyelids as I bite down on my pillow.
Ok...How bad is it
Well it is going to be $625.00
I didn't hear anything after that....the damn broke and the tears fell.
I called mommy ( yes that is what I call her as I will always be her child and she is the only one I can  cry to w/out being seen as a baby)
Mom says well there go's your bike..aren't  you glad you did not get it?

As much as I want to continue crying and feeling bad for myself I can't. Everything works out the way it is meant to be. I still want my bike (candy red to match the mustang ) but I have to look at the blessing of having one of the cars of my dream as well as being able to pay the bill after receiving the card less than 3 days of getting approved.

thank you!
thank you !