Full Circle

Its hard to turn around and actually look at yourself flaws and all and admitt where you have come from, where you are and where it is you desire to go. I have come so far from the old me that sometimes I have to ask myself was time that so long ago or has the pain freed itself away from me that what I thought would never be funny has me crossing my legs.

As far as the house is concerned I have one week left and I the speaker phone has been used to bring calm in every space of this house. be it my mother, my aunt or myself this placed has been prayed upon so much I have not really needed my sleeping pills.

As far as work, well if you have been a friend since Jan you may recall I was accused of creating a hostile work enviornment. I can look back and admitt that I need to loosen up but in no way did I ever knowingly attempt to cause anyone pain, but I did and for that I was punished in more ways than I could ever imagine.Long story short I have not only been given an invitation for a classm but there is a spot opening at the dept. 7pm-3am

Can you say THANK YOU!

Sorry I dont know if you heard me. I have been on midwatch from 11pm -7am since 99 and now I have the chance to work something that appears a little more mainstream and its m-fri.

I am so blessed in this moment.

Please continue to pray for the house, especially Mike Howard (to some it may be a great deal to ask for but I neeed your prayers for him as much as myself as he does)

Be loved,blessed and happy!