I go to bed at nine, just to stay up to 4 in the morning.
just thinking.
having profound thoughts, occasionally getting up to wander around.
thinking.
pacing.
I ask myself, just to challenge my brain,
exploring the depths of my inner thoughts.
sitting down, bearing witness the vast horizon that is the human mind.
in awe of what I can comprehend.
to sit down and be aware of personal thought.
to be able to understand who I am, and to further my knowledge of what I am.
to ask myself...
"what would I do if I woke up and my hair looked like Don Kings?"
"maybe I could dye it pink and go for the punk look. or... maybe I could just wave american flags around saying shit like, 'THIS WILL BE THE GREATEST FIGHT IN BOXING HISTORY' and 'ONLY IN 'MERICA" get a big ass cigar or something."
"wouldnt it be funny if he carried those flags around everywhere he went... or like, when he gets old and senile.... or when he becomes MORE old and senile, he does shit like that.
Because, I can see Don King in a old folks home doing that."
"Shit, I want to be a half-crazed boxing promoter."
Come on here if you're up at four. Thats like my daytime. I'm always wide awake that early in the morning and it drives me crazy. Damn insomnia.
hahah, where do you live?
No where close to where you live. Ohio.
No kidding. Why? You act like that's bad or something.
nah, but you were far away.
I'm far away from alot of cool stuff. But I'm close to a lake
I would say this place is boring, but I don't really think I can.. coming from West Virginia.
Really? Aren't you in North Carolina? I went there about a year ago, the area is beautiful. (but I would say it was pretty boring).
You were in West Virginia?
I'm living in North Carolina, but I spent my my earlier life in west virginia.
Never been there. How is it?
In North Carolina?
I like it, its a nice place to live.. but not to visit.
In west Virginia.
I've been to north carolina. I thought it was okay. I spent the good portion of the time there sitting on my Aunt's couch, so I wasn't totally entertained.
It was okay... I was little then.
you have family in carolina?
My Aunt and cousins on my dad's side live there. I only spent like two days there though.
aye.
there are alot of people from Ohio here though.
Really? I never would have thought. I always figured people from north carolina were just from north carolina. (shows how little I actually think doesn't it?)
nah, it's pretty common, we have jobs.
and from what I understand Ohio is kinda not doing so good.
heh.
I don't pay much attention. Why what have you heard?
Getting a bunch of budget cuts by the end of this year.
jobs are dropping like crazy.
I heard a couple things like that. But I don't really plan to pay attention. I just know I want to leave here when I turn 18. I've only got a few years till I'm out.
The other thing I know of is that My teachers are going on strike (completely irrelevant thing).
Our teachers can't legally strike.
well, Our teachers can.
Do you have school off tomarrow?
I have school off because of the strike. Which is cool on my part. Maybe I'll see you around if you're not going.
Do you have to make it up.
No... we have a bunch of extra days for snow days and stuff.
I thought so too. Do you Wanna talk to me for a bit (sensing the conversation ending). I've been bored for a while and I'd like to talk to someone on here.
sure.
though i'm not quite sure what to talk about..
The music I'm listening to is pretty loud.
Me either, I really suck at this blog thing. I'm not interesting at all.
What are you listening to?
I used to be all into it and stuff.
Technical Itch-Nothing.
drum and bass stuff.
It's okay. It takes care of bordom but I can never find anyone truely interesting (I meet alot of jesus freaks and teenage girls)
What's "Technical Itch-Nothing"?
Here?
you just kind of have to get into the right groups.
the name of the song and the guy who made it.
Where are the right groups?
Oh. I feel really uneducated.
You are 16 aren't you?
hahah, the ones around the teenage girls and jesus freaks.
Not many people (in the states at least) listen to drum and bass.
yep.
heh, I guess I have to sift through people better.
I might if I made an effort to look up stuff like that.
You're awfully involved in things. I figured you were older.
yeah.. but their are some pretty cool folk.
eh, drum n' bass is not a good place to start if you want to listen to electronic music.
its kind of the extreme of electronic music. other than like glitch, psy trance, and noise.
involved in what exactly?
I listen to electronic music already. I quite enjoy it.
Everything. You seem to know alot. And from what I've read in your blog you seem to be greatly opinionated about things like religion, politics and general news. You even knew more about Ohio than I did and I live here.
(assuming you left the computer).
I listened to that song and I'll tell you, it really tripped me out. I felt like it was hypnotising me. Weird. It reminded me of something too, but I can't remember what.
I was sitting over here staring at the computer doing nothing and my brother walks in and called me a freak. (he's into my chemical romance and blink 182)
heh, call him an emo kid.
He'd kill me if I said that. (but I seriously think that sometimes)
haha, then say he listens to generic faceless music.
Oh I have no problem telling him that. But I just stick to telling him the music sucks. Is all you listen to electronic? Or do you like other things too?
no, I listen to all kinds of music.
music is just what I do.
lately a lot of classical music.Beethoven mostly though.
Normal music, (rock stuff) kind of gets boring.
it starts to sound all the same.
Wow, a classical music fan. Now you're way too sophisicated for my blood. I think that kind of stuff is interesting but I couldn't ever truely be into it. I need music that gets me going.
I know that feeling. I was a huge nickleback fan until I realized they practically used the same beat for every song.
not just classical.. I like the romantic, and baroque stuff as well. I don't want to use the term "classical" for everything that isn't modern. Electronic music and classical music aren't all that different really. it requires the same amount of composition.
I just kind of like all kinds of music.
yeah, everything nickleback does sounds the same.
(once again.) Baroque? I wouldn't have really thought about electronic and classical being similar at all. When I think about classical I think of the stuff we learned about in music appreciation. (bach, beethoven, Mozart ect.)
They got on my nerves after a while.
baroque era.. vivaldi, stuff like that.
they both require the same amount of composition.
it just sounds different.
they've always been on my nerves.
Thats really neat. I never knew those types of things. Do you have alot of friends at school?
I loved them when I was growing up. "How you remind me" was a song my mom loved and everytime I heard it it made me think of her. I guess I developed a fondness of their music after that.
nah not really, I usually keep to myself.
My mom always listened to hootie and the blowfish..
so yeah, I had my fill of music that sounded the same.
You're so intriguing. I figured you'd be surrounded by people. (then again, I suppose you don't seem like the popular type. You seem kinda nerdy)
Ewe, hootie and the blowfish.
thank you..
but yeah, thats me, always been on the more nerdy side.
most people think i'm a pot head for the most part though.
heh, yeah.
So have I. I was born nerdy. -Snorting laughter-
You don't seem like a pot head (unless you act different at school)
I like being nerdy.
I don't act like one, I look like one..
I have really long hair, and I have a habit of wearing alot of peace signs and such.
It' the most fun ever.
What do you act like?
Sounds nice to me. You sound like someone Melissa would like.
I act nerdy.
who's Melissa?
I am nerdy. I look and act the part. But I enjoy it.
I usually call her Mel, but then people thinks she's a boy. She's my best friend. she's really into boys with long hair who act alittle geeky, its funny. She also goes for the anti social ones.
hah, then we'd probably get along pretty well then.
I bet you would. She's halarious.
what do you listen to?
I just keep up with things.
I listen to whatever Todd listens to. He's a total Techno freak. I like Daft punk (do they count?)
Well, it makes you seem very sophisticated.
who's Todd?
yeah, daft punk is certainly house.
I hate that term though, Techno... most people don't know what techno is.
Friend's older brother. He's a total nerd who listens to alot of electronic music.
What is techno? I call it that cause thats what my mother calls it.
oh, cool.
Techno is kind of a mix between electro and tech house.
it uses a lot of synthesizers.
it's supposed to have a futuristic sound to it, or something.
I personally don't like techno that much.
As I was saying before. You know so much about so much. (feels retarded) Whats a synthesizer?
it's hard to explain.
pretty much a piano that makes funny noises, that you can mess around with.
you can edit the frequencies and stuff.
yeah, but i've talked to people who don't what i'm talking about when I say keyboard.
but yeah. it can either be edited through the keyboard itself or a computer.
My dad has one. They're so much fun to mess with.
A computer, which also has a keyboard? (my stupid humor)
yeah they are.
heh, yep.
but the keyboard programs save time and money.
I've never used one on the computer. I bet that would be interesting.
you just edit the sound through the computer.
Cool.
Why wouldn't someone know what a keyboard is?
Well, who have you met that didn't know?
couple people at my school.
but come to think of it.. living in north carolina, its not too surprising.
Thats pretty odd. I've never met anyone who didn't know.
Why? Whats with north carolina?
it's in the middle of nowhere..
podunk southern nowhere town.
What town do you live in?
I've never heard of it. Whats it like there?
