going into the city to commune with nature for a bit.  sounds paradoxical (is that the right usage of the word??)....anyways the cherry blossoms are in full bloom at the moment.  i'll go enjoy it where the crowds are least and maybe even climb the tree when no one's looking.  don't tell the park police.  . 

then afterwards........go shopping for my trip to FL.  my friend says i need to go in style if i'm going to such a trendy place.  HAH.  the last thing i care about is style right now.  but i guess i could acquire some more 'cute' clothes.  and get rid of some of my homely articles of clothing. 

it'd be unwise to quit. to not go into work tomorrow or ever again.  but i am dying to do just that.  haha ...like in the movie Office Space, I am so DONE!   the nice pay and benefits only help me so much when i don't feel like i am living at all.  i'll have more drive to earn a living if i'm doing something i care about right?  and where i am not constantly beaten down by insecure evil managers. 

my life needs to change now.  staying on this road will drive me into the ground soon enough.  action.  change.  it's possibly the most effective thing one can do but damnnnnnn it took me long enough to be ready for it. 

space ship living.... hmmmm    i guess someone out there thinks that's appropriate for this post.