Well, it is a Friday and here I am.

 

I don't have friends anymore. I don't feel close to anyone anymore.

 

I'll take my crappy roommate back, I just want the friends I had.

 

The grass is always greener on the other side, I suppose. Because last year I kept saying I didn't care if I had real friends, I just wanted people to go out and drink with. And I have that now.

 

I hope things turn around. I know everything always works out..I just hope it's sooner rather than later. It's not just my college friends, I am losing grip on my high school friends too..and I don't think there is anything I can do to change that..

 

I really suck at adapting to change. I hate hate hate change. I really do.

 

Tuesday after class Braydn and I went to Kansas City and stayed in the Great Wolf Lodge. It was so much fun, then Wednesday we went to the Garth Brooks concert. It was absolutely amazing. I really felt like I was watching part of history or something. I have been to a lot of concerts, but this is the best one by far. I will never see a better concert, that is for sure. SOOOOOOOO amazing.

 

This semester is almost over. I am excited. I am going to Germany over Christmas break for Camp, and I am soo excited!!

 

I think it is bad that I'm ready for college to be done. This is supposed to be the best time of my life. I know it won't always be like this. Things will get better, I know they will. I tend to get so negative..