I am having a really not good day.

It wasn’t the worst I guess. I definitely have had worse, it’s just that I worked a 13 ½ hour day, and I don’t like it. I worked 6:45 am till 3:15, then I showered, went to talk to my guidance counselor, found out my chemistry book will cost $128, then I went to a cheerleading meeting at 4, then I worked at A&W from 4:30 till 9:30. And we were busy. Okay, maybe we weren’t, but it seemed like it because me and Kasey were the only people doing anything. We close at nine now, and people were coming in AT nine ordering shit when they KNEW we were closed. So all I wanted to do when I got home was cuddle on the couch with Ryan or vent on my mindsay, but my sister was on the computer, and Ryan was at Erky’s. Ryan came over right when my sister got off, and now it’s quarter till eleven. I only have 15 minutes to update everything I want to update before Fear Factor starts. And worstest of all I didn’t quit tonight because I’m scared. I don’t know why I’m scared. It’s stupid.

My sister is such a bitch. Seriously. She turned off the tv that I was watching, then I told her to turn it back on, because I was watching it, and she said, say please..I wanted to deck her. Seriously.

AND, on top of that I think I'm either getting a cold, or getting sick, or something. I can't breathe. I want to go to sleep because I'm exhausted, but Fear Factor is on at 11, and I love that show, plus I'm off at noonthirty tomorrow so I can sleep all afternoon, especially since Ryan has to work, then has football. After that though, I think we're going to The Red Eye. I love Rachel McAdams.

Things that are bad:
My freaking $128 book
I have to work at 7 tomorrow, Saturday and Sunday
I haven't quit yet and I want to 
I need to schedule a tb test, probably before school starts, because diane fucking odenfucker lost the other one.

So, okay. I have 4 days until school starts and I have a SHITLOAD of shit to fucking do.

Or maybe I'm just realizing that my days as a highschooler are almost over. And I dunno about being a teacher..I don't know if I'm going to like working my ass off for nothing, because that's what A&W feels like, but after a while, it really does get to you. But I don't know. I wish I did b/c I don't want to spend all that money on a degree just to not work in that area..I dunno..

I'm soo fucking tired. I can hardly see straight. Seriously. I'm not lying.

Well I'm going to go. Because I have nothing left to vent about.

Love,
Chelsea