Let the pessimistic attitude seep lower until theres nothing left.

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cheeseluver901

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people dont care

Its okay to have an opinion but why does everyone bother with trying to convince others the their opinions are the right ones? Take religion.. I really started not caring wether there was a god or wether there wasn't, the only reason I hope there is one is because I'm hoping there is a different meaning to my life then to just die and decompose. But at the same time I refuse to look up and convince myself that there's a god. Nothing has ever happened to me to make me think that "oh hey.. you know, there must be a god.". I just get tired of people telling me and pushing me into believing what I dont care to believe.

People do that down to the smallest things

"do you want tea"

"no,"

"oh.. why not?"

"I don't like tea"

"oh.. but you must like tea..try this kind"

"no thanks"

"but its got lots of sugar, its good."

"No thanks, I dont want any god damned tea"

Stop pushing me. I'll hate what I hate.

I met this mormon kid, hes so irritating.. everything he says has to do with his religion, he wrote me a note once and he quoted the book of mormon twice. I have nothing against mormons but personally, I wont be joing that religion any time soon.

I'm also starting to hate this whole thing where every girl is obsessed with emo creatures that talk about geting their heart ripped out

my friend has this on her binder

these hurt me inside... why do people want these? Not to mention most of the people that like these have never had their heart broken. They're just teenagers who think that it "desribes their feelings" you dont see adult walking around with that shit on their pages. My friend amanda pisses me off with this shit.

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whirlingdervish on

Re: Let the pessimistic attitude seep lower until theres nothing left.

You are so right, dear. I have wished my whole life that my family, friends and anyone I came into contact with, would get the hell out of my life and stop trying to push me into their mold. I was raised in a pentecostal preacher's home and they were always telling me that I had to do things a certain way, and had to set the example because of who I was. Did I ask to be born the daughter of a preacher? Hell, no! Did I ask my husband to preach after we had already married? Hell no, and my brother was my pastor, and my son is going to be a preacher. It seems that wherever I go, this heritage will follow me, and that is not a bad thing.

BUT THEY SHOULD HAVE LET ME MAKE DECISIONS ON MY OWN! I know now how much God has done for me and how he has come through. But don't make me do things just because you say so and you think it is right.

And yes, they do do it with everything, like you said, about the tea. People should learn to accept people the way they are and then more people would make good decisions for themselves. For Christians are not what they say but what they DO! The Bible says that by their fruits we shall know them...and that people will know we are his disciples by the love we show one another. So....if you were really searching for wonderful people and to see if there was something else beyond this life and you saw people who really really cared for one another, who help those in need, even to their own sacrifice, then you may just say "ah, I think there is something to this God after all", now wouldn't you?

I just want you to know that I have just moved into Mormon country. They are very nice folk, who live good moral lives, But they are not going to force me to believe what they do by trying to push it down my throat. I have researched it, and altho they are clean living, moral people, there are still things about what they believe that is not true according to my own beliefs, so I have to make the decision myself about whether or not to join their church and it is no.

You just keep looking at people and see the ones who really show love and caring, and wish only the best for your life, and then, if they believe something, there might just be something behind it.

Sorry this was so long, but I guess I am making up for the long time I have not come back to this blog!

I hope you are doing well, sweetie!

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cheeseluver901 on

Re: Let the pessimistic attitude seep lower until theres nothing left.

Exactly. I've known these mormon kids since I moved here and all the talk about is their religion, and they're contantly trying to get me to believe in their religion. I really don't though..

they are so nice but they constantly feel the need to push and I started getting really mad at Jacob after a while (my mormon friend). I told him that I was willing to LEARN but I wasn't really willing to JOIN.

I haven't been on mch lately.. my life has been so busy.