Close your eyes. Well no wait. Don't do that yet. You have to read the rest of my comment. Take a deep breath and let it out. Relax your shoulders. Take some more deep breathes with your eyes closed. Block everything out except for a picture of you and Davis together. In the same state. In the same room. Not 3000 miles apart. Not even a foot apart. But side by side. Holding hands or doing whatever you two love birds shall do ; ) Picture repeating that for days and days and weeks and months and years. No more of his parents going crazy and making you stress. No more wondering why he's not calling and what he's up to. If he's ok. Because all you'd have to do his walk to him down the hall. And just be with him.

I hope you're smiling now : ) And I hope you have a really good sleep tonight. And a better day tomorrow. Yay for no night classes! Take that time for yourself, maybe.

I'm off for the night, I'll talk to you soon! Hugs!

That made me feel a ton better. I've been in a bit of a panic, wondering if he's really on a bus here.

 

Actually. It was a good day.

 

*hugs*

And he's not? I haven't had a chance to catch up on your blogs just yet.

Really? That's great! How have the rest of the days been?

He's not on the bus... Sadly. He's been worried too a bit though

 

 

So long.. I swear, I'm always tired

Is everything going better now? Even a little?

That has to be tough. You drink coffee?

Yeah.. things are getting better, and fast.

 

 

No, I don;t like the taste of coffee. I just keep myself busy and I let my mind keep my mind up

That's great!! What's been going on??

 

Haha, just hope that your mind doesn't get mad at itself and leave you hanging.

Davis is able to call me twice for about a half hour each every day

So its a comfort thing.

 

 

hahaha... same here. Sometimes I let myself down a bit, but I know it could be worse.

I bet you two are loving that! I'm so glad that you have that comfort now.

 

Haha, yea that's a good way to think. It can always get worse and when you know that, you're more thankful for what you have now.

We are, I mean, we'd rather talk for hours, but just having him at all is absolutely amazing

 

Definatly