Just an apology in advance, if anyone's trying to get a hold of me for whatever reason...or if you're just trying to talk to me on msn and the like. I'll probably be (more) elusive and (more) sketchy (than usual).

My friend Jay died on Monday.

He had a massive heart attack.

He was fucking 23 years old.

And he wasn't my best friend by any means; I haven't even talked to him for months.

But that's what's really bugging me, I guess.
I kept putting off calling him.

And I know, it's not my fault. I can't predict the future.

But he was a good guy, and he's gone, and I'm a wreck.

So, sorry if it's hard to get a hold of me for the next little while.

 
   

 


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notyourbarwench on
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I'm not going to pretend to know what this feels like... it wouldn't help, anyway.  But know that you can talk to me if you ever need someone.  I'll listen, no matter what. *hugs*
centric on
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Thank you, I genuinely appreciate it.
vivaldibaby on
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*sends love again*
*just in case you need more*
*we all wanna be loved, you know*
love.
centric on
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Considering today just got worse for me regarding this...I really needed that.  Thank you.
schencka on
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I want to console you for your loss. I had a manager at my work die suddenly about a month ago. Really killed the mood.

Those that we are attached to will pass, and so will we, and to face that possibility with openness is the greatest courage after a great loss. --adam
centric on
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Those that we are attached to will pass, and so will we, and to face that possibility with openness is the greatest courage after a great loss.

 

In light of recent events, unrelated to death...I certainly hope you're right.

Although, admittedly, that's a blind hope, and my heart knows somehow that it's not true here...

 

I can't explain cryptically, I'm sorry.

 

But I'm thankful for your words, regardless.

retrospec on
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Sorry to hear.  Our thoughts are with you.
centric on
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Thank you.

frogger on
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Oh hun, I'm so sorry. You know, I may be all the way across the country, but I'm still here if you want to talk.
centric on
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Thank you.

 

I wish I had time to update this already.  One whole fucking month...


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