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So here i am still sober. Have to mention a little incident that happened to me the other night. Went to AA then to the pub (yeah I know how that sounds) to look for a mate. Ordered my diet coke and went out for a smoke. Found my mate but ran into another mate whom I love dearly who proceeded to say hello to and hug everybody except me. I waited. Not a word. Even walked past me and smiled....but not a word....

You cant even begin to fathom how exceptionally hurt I was. So there I was....big alco i am....hurt as ever, diet coke in hand at the pub....

Do you know something? I finished that diet coke as quick as I could and i left. I didnt make a scene....i didnt drink my hurt away....nothing. Just toddled on home and lay in bed and had a bit of a sob to myself.

It's not much to anyone else but to me it's an acheivement and I'll hold onto that.

Cheers for now!

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mavatidatisa on

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I hope that wasn't me...

Coz I did call out to you and wave but then I got crash tackled by another friend, and when you didn't come over I thought you might not have wanted to.

And I kept trying to get your attention to come and hug me but you were talkin' and I didn't want to intrude. And my friends were talking really loud so I didn't know if you'd heard me or not.

And you leaving would explain why when I came back up to look for you you were gone...

Damn.

Hopefully next time I can shove through the masses of people and squeeze you before they drag me to the dancefloor.

I'm real sorry.

We should go for coffee sometime aye? I get paid in another week and a bit so we can arrange it for then ( coz I have no money whatsoever until then... -_- )

Anyways...

Catcha sweetie! mwah!

Md. xox

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celestialstorm on

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Thats ok hon....it gets hectic out. Definate on the coffee....you got my number!

MWAH!!!

xox