Anti-social

I'm feeling really fucking depressed. I cant open up to my feelings anymore because friends and family keep hurting me, I've developed a weird accent over the years where I cant pronounce T's at all, in my sentences so "but thats four bucks" sounds like "buh ass four bucks" and I do admit its pretty funny, but they cant let things go or even take into consideration that I'm getting hurt by their jokes...

 

Because of the people I grew up with I have an English accent...and well my mom is Filipino and she ALWAYS mocks me , I feel so uncomfortable sometimes...I wish I wasnt depressed, but sometimes its good to cry, I havent cried in so long, I kept bottling evrything up.