You Were So See-Through

           I can feel it as the light fades. A haunting darkness chasing light away. Out of view you're just disappearing. Frozen as I stared straight through you. Seemed as if you were in fact there, but yet, not quite so at the same time. But was understood that we both knew it wasn't what we'd hoped for.

           As I spoke, you barely listened, avoiding my stare. Your eyes don't spark or even glisten anymore. You're stuck in a loop of a constant search for a completeness you'll never feel. I'm sorry I couldn't break your heart. I failed to let you down again but that should have been enough for you.

          Now it feels like time stands still. In these long days I've shrunken to half hearted smiles revealing me wholeheartedly broken.  I can't remember every word spoken. It's all a blur from the first glance down to the last. You're sweetest lies will forever be my deepest wounds. But my every thought is a pick at the scabs. I'll never let it heal. I'm still waiting, for my next chance.


Note : If you want to hear the song I wrote, inspired by this blog, It's on my myspace page here.  Click on 'Seeing Through You'