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The scream

It has been roughly a month on medication. No super terrible side effects really.... I sleep a little better... Closer to normal anyway. 


I cry maybe twice a week and it's not as bad. Oddly I feel a little crazier but like a mellow crazy.


It's like when you're stressed and you go to scream to just release the pressure. As you let out a shrill scream the realization that noone can hear you and nothing matters washes over you and you drown in the hillarious dispair of reality. So you smile and alternate between sobs and chuckles. 


Is this better? 


Hard to tell. 





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