Farewell my love.....

Yet it has happened again. I was not looking for love. It just showed up one day clear out of the blue. I grew very fond of it. I got used to it being in my life. Guess what? It decided to walk out the door. Am I suprised? I am not at all suprised. Hurt maybe, but not suprised it left. I am used to that happening in my life. I am begining to realize that love comes and goes. It doesn't stick around. I think it is because in the society today we get confused about what love really is. To me love never stays in my life. I was an adult before I truely experienced what love was. Was it true love? Probably not, because they say that true love sticks around. Love NEVER sticks it out with me. Am I unloveable? No, I am very loveable. I just unfortunately haven't found the person who thinks that I am. lol Do they exsist? Only God knows this for sure. I have made many mistakes in my time. One of which was very recent. If you are reading this, I TRUELY am sorry for what I did to you. I can only hope that someday you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I am putting all of my hurt, pain, and sorrow into God's hands now. It is up to him when you can forgive me. And, I pray that in the meantime, you know that I will always carry "us" in my scrapbook of life.

 

I am hopeful that I will find true love one day. It may even be with someone with whom I have already met or been with. They say that people change. So, I guess I will have to wait and see. Until my lady comes into my life, I am going to love me with every breath within my body. Because, I know that I am a priceless individual. Not to come across as being "goody goody", because it has taken me 27years to get to the point of loving myself. Many of the "mistakes" I have made has shown me that I am worth the battle. Now, I need my knightress in shining armour to come to my rescue. Are you my hero?