A new beginning...

Today is the day people. Today is my stepping stone that I must cross alone. This is the b-day of my deceased child. I have chosen this day to let my baby go. It has been 15 long, tearful, years. Shana Marie if you can see me typing this from your forever home, please know that mommy loves you with all of her heart. I will never forget you, but I must move on with my life. I have spent many years holding on to your memory and not allowing myself to love anyone else, because I have put all of my love into loving you. Shana, please know that no matter where life takes me, I will carry you in my heart. Farewell my child and please know that you are a precious little one. I love you....