hello everyone! i just got the chance to update because i just got home form my 3 placements b/c of my wonderful mother. ok i will explain. my mom and i got into a fight and i told her i couldnt take it anymore that i didnt want to live with her anymore and she said "fine i cant take it and im not gonna die for u" she said that b/c she was in the hospital b4 our fight and was dignosed with diabetes. but anyway i went to school the next morning and she came w/ my dad after school made me take all my books and admitted me to latrobe mental health again and was there for 10 days then from there i went to a program in greensburg and was there for 2 weeks then i went to a respite place in tarentum and was there for 30 days or so theni finally came home and i have counseling again w/ the same people as last time. but the reason i was gone so long was b/c i didnt want to go home and my mom didnt want me home at first then i just didnt want to be home. but now i am and so far everythings been going ok theres been some fights where i almost got placed again but it didnt happen.and while i was in all those places i found out im dignosed with a whole shit load of things. i have obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD), oppositional defiant disorder (ODD), major depression, post-tramatic stress disorder (PTSD), and reactive attachment disorder (RAD). so now they have me on lexapro 20mg which is the highest dose their allowed to perscribe b/c of how strong it is, i call them my happy pills b/c they make me happy, but i still can be a total bitch if u piss me off. but yeah thats why i wasnt on for a long time and i decided to get on b/c my sisters out with a friend and wanted me to wait up for her so i figured i'd update so u who dont get to talk to me often or see me dont think i died or something...lol... but yeah thats about it so im gonna go check out some of ur guys blogs and see what u've all been up to. so yeah bye for now... ~KIARA~ 
<---thats what i say to my mom...lol...jk
