pretty pissed

so yeah went to an awesome punk show tonight at Longbranch everything was cool,me ,wookie,Josh Alyx and william,Chad and Shai....were out on the patio talking joking, hang out Shai got their everything was cool so we listen to some band made a few jokes,i was on the phone  with my mom  and chad was really sweet he came up behind me and put his jaket around my shoulders(insert Awww here) we went in to watch the cheat's that what we went for i got a call from Ryan while they were playing so i went out on the patio and i went to close the wooden door behind me but i wasn't paying attention and caught my fucking hand in the door now one finger is swallon probably broken and it fucking hurts like hell yeah fucked up ending to a fucking good night*sigh*  damn i mean how the hell did i just close one finger in the door?? the sad part was that i wasn't drunk or anything i hadn't even had any alcohol if fucking sucks one more good reason i should just stay drunk i usually don't hurt myself and if i do i can't feel it :(