Moving On

We all sometimes don't do what we should. Why is it that we can't be like the buddhists of the world that never harm anything, or say anything against each other? Why do we always go about throwing rocks at each other in an attempt to prove that we are the ones that are perfect? The last couple of months I have came to my senses, through the hard way. I told everyone that I hated my ex and said some things that were down right untrue about her. I tried to erase her from my past and from my present, but I found that I just could not do it. The fact is is that she is my ex, and although we aren't together...I still love and care about her deeply. It hasn't just been her that hasn't worked that hard with our relationship, I am maning up and saying that it has been my fault just as much as hers. I don't like to keep grudges with anyone, and I hope maybe by writing this it changes some peoples opinion or viewpoint of me. I have said some downright hateful things, all in the attempt of getting people to like me on this thing called mindsay. The truth is, that noone really even cares about what I write or do not write. One person's opinion in cyberspace, is as good as anyone else's. It's time for me to grow up, I challenge you to evaluate your own life. Make amends with people, because you never know when you may not have them around. Tell people that you love them. I wish that I would have told my bestfriend how much I cherished his friendship, I never got the chance because he drowned.