For you

Reflection, they say is often good to do. I guess people feel like reflecting on past issues might help somewhat in there present situation. This blog is about me, personally. I started off being a geek, most people would never think that looking at me now. The truth is the person that I am now is who I have always wanted to be. I guess alot of people go through that right? You hate who you used to be so in an attempt you try to re-create yourself as someone cool. well lets take a look back at the past for a sec and maybe you can finally figure out who I am. I was born in Waco, Texas as most of you know. I had a really good relationship with my grandpa, unfortunately he died when I was around 11. I guess I've never really gotten over that, I guess sometimes people just don't do that. Anyway...I've worn glasses alot during my life, and have been really over-weight. I guess I just like to eat lol./ Not to say that I am disgusting or anything, actually I am pretty charming when people get to know me. I moved to Bergman when I was about 14 or 15, and since then I decided to change my whole personality. I started being cool, dressing cool, and now I am the definition of "cool". Cocky? Nah...Just Confident. I say all of this to say this, over the past couple of years I have had to let people in my life go. Alot of those people chose to let me go, not for me to let them go. I think sometimes people don't realize how hard it is to just forget about someone. All of the memories, all of the thoughts, all the feelings, just gone and now what do I have left? Nothing. I look at myself now and I see an adult, a guy that has gone through hell and has come back refined. As a metaphor, I feel more or less; like a diamond. For the people who have stuck by me, I want to tell you thankyou from the bottom of my heart. I have alot of people on here that like me, and I'm glad that you could see past the cocky me into the guy that I truly am. For the other people, I just have some words for you. When you reach up to grab my hand when your on the ledge of the cliff, expect one thing...For me to stomp on your fingers and watch you fall, and you can watch me shine on