
good. Now write on a single line:
Adam's stupid, I'm a cupid.
and repeat. How long? Until you cry, get bored, and eventually laugh hysterically and wipe your tears.
If you are REALLY ready to die and you're not just being dramatic, you shouldn't be afraid of anything. Not even writing an embarassing poem with your face beside it.
So post your picture here, down a bottle of red wine, browse for "Poems" and write something that shows how little you give a shit about life and waking up. (mind you not a poem ABOUT how little you care about life) be creative, not depressing. Be bold and lead yourself. You're waiting for someone to take your hand and tell you what to do... so I'm doing it. Until you're ready to be bold and lead yourself, I'll keep doing it...
Shawn.
tell him....and THEN..if things don't get any better....fuck him...you shouldnt be wasting your time caring about someone who doesn't give a shit...

i hate life