Do you ever get blind sided by something that you've done wrong and took you completely by surprise?
Yeah well it really sucks. Today was the final day of one of my classes and I found out that I was about to be failed and I don't mean that lightly either. Well I won't go into details but all I can say is that I got docked major points and I'm so glad I'm done with that class. Was my punishment fair? Yes, but I'm kicking myself over the fact that it was. So now I'm just going to make brownies and listen to good music to make me feel better. It always works.
I'm reminded of something that a friend of mine said once as we were parting ways: "Through out your life your going to go through some shit, but you'll make it through and you'll be ok." Why this has stuck in my head I don't know but maybe her faith in me was all that I needed. It's not very often that someone puts their sincere faith in you like that and when they do, it's enlightening.
In other news Heroes is on tonight and I'm soooo excited!! Only two more episodes left and I'm on the edge of my seat.
Speaking of things coming to an end, this is my last week of school at CSU Chico. I'm going to miss all of my friends up here but I can't wait to get back home. For at least a little while I'll be worry free: No school, no work, no sorority, no bills to pay, aahhh it almost sounds as good as a trip to Hawaii, almost. It's going to be nice to mooch off of my parents again. Then I'll probably start working at the Q aka Quiznos subs, which was my old job before I left. And I'll get to visit with all of my old friends again. Yey, walmart here we come!
Ohh and I'm also thinking about gettin a digital camera, and I'm excited about that!
Soo what else did I have to say.....
Goodnite and goodbye!
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