Thats it! School is out. I have officially finished my first year as a college student and I have to say that I am quite pleased with the way things went. I realized that just in this past year, since I've graduated from high school so much has changed, and changed me. Not all in good or bad ways but I know that I have evolved as a person and I'm proud of that. I remember just a couple of years back I was too afraid to do anything new or different and I kept myself in such a tight little box. I know now that I was just suffocating my own growth. That by hiding away from the world I was becoming less of a person than more. The good comes with the bad, the ups with the downs and I think I was afraid of that. Now I'm not so afraid of what the world has to offer and for that I'm proud of myself.
In other news I'm going back home tomorrow. A long eight hours on the road and I'll be back in my home town. I'm excited to be able to see my family and friends again. I'm going to be living at home for about three months and I'm worried. Most people I've talked to can't stand living with their parents once they've moved out and I hope it's not the same for me. I've always gotten along with my parents pretty well, but things can change fast. We'll find out soon enough I guess.
This being my last night in Chico, you would think that I'd be hanging out with friends or partying (I did that last night) but instead I'm spending it with my brother. Everyone seems to be leaving Chico now and the parties have majorly died down. Usually by this time of night I can hear people out side screaming and yelling but tonight it's been pretty quiet.
I can't wait to see my homies!!
Bree
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