So I'm an addict. I spend entirely too much time infront of the computer. Today I actually stepped away from the computer and went and sat on the lawn with my neighbor Jocelyn and my puppy Jax. (For those of you who have been following my messy head, I can now venture outside, for my black eye has healed)
I've noticed some things while reading back to the beginning of my online journal addiction. I've either omitted or skewered facts over the last few months.
This begs the question, does anyone else do this?
In actuality, I am very open when it comes to mindsay, knowing full well I am fairly anonymous. Yet some things I still neglect to mention.
I wrote something last night, just for myself. After I read it over, I remember thinking, "I would never put this on mindsay"
The reason is this. I hate reading about other people who bitch about their lives. Just accept reality and move on. (Or follow my lead and live in this deluded fantasyland filled with the belief that you have no real problems)
The way I see it is there are so many people out there with worse problems.
I will give you one piece of complete honesty. I was craving my choice drug last night after being off of it for a month, (and on it for a year straight, and on and off before then) and I realized, I may be craving, but right now there are people out there coming down. And for anyone who knows what that feels like, you can see where I'm coming from.
So I figured I'd share this little piece of me with the rest of you. Not to downplay all of your problems, but to bring you to the realization that there is always someone worse off.
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I'm trying my best!