Well it's about that time. I've cleaned up a lot of the house here but my pc is getting junked up quite a bit. I need ot build up my neglected website more and sort out all my bookmarks.
Also gotta work on geekcollective.org stuff. Tons of ideas there.
Today went well with the berry picking. Got a bucket of blueberries /w Erin. Found a printer on the way back and gave that to Roy. He in turn smoked me up a nice pinner joint. What a nice guy. He barely has any herbs and still brings one over for me. I have like 2-3 bowls of herb left. I know I'll get more within the week or two so no worries.
I love hanging around generous people. Makes me feel really good to be on the RECEIVING end of the whole giving process. Roy really makes me happy sometimes. Not just cause he gets me high but because he inspires me.
When no one would help me move into my apt I met him and we moved my big heavy metal comp desk into the place. When I'm out of herbs (as I mentioned...lol) he smokes me up and reassures me that everything will be cool. He can't read or write yet and STILL has a job supporting his gf & kid. When I am at some really low points he really picks me up spiritually.
I get so low at times and "ensnared" as I'd call it. Like I "can" do lots of stuff but seem paralyzed in my own lazyness. The comp sure does that to a lot of people. Gotta stay focused, organized, and up beat! :D
If there are people in this world that you value, hold them dear and let them know how amazing they are. There is nothing like someone giving you props for just being you. Encouraging yer friends is important when the rest of the world is beating down on them. Who else BUT your family and friends should be doing this?
Family I wouldn't always say is helpful. In certain areas ya but you really gotta let their words fly by as you don't get to pick who yer family is. I've found friends to be more encouraging then family most of the time. The friends I have are so awesome but I don't have too many. For each person you call friend that means the pie of yer time is cut by another slice for them. Your energy, support, and even loyalty are all needed all the time. It's demanding at times. Sometimes friends can even hate other friends. That's always a crazy situation.
I'm sure I mentioned Erin making me that pie. Man, I had a slice of that and it rocked! A girl who can really cook she is. Speaking of pies I think I'm gonna get pie-eyed and continue this long, crazy blog.
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ah yeah! :D
The peaceful night time. 6am Ontario time, 3am here. It feels nice ot be behind on the hours. It's always on my mind since Ontario is always in my heart. It's really good but I think I can do better out here. Both for me and for everyone else. I love how Van is asia, america and canada all in one. Not all places have a city for each culture. richmond for asian people, newton of surrey for indian people, langly is where lotsa white people are.
...and of course it's all mixed. That's what I love the most. I love how cultured people are here. Some people are dicks but I see way more that aren't.
I'd love to see a blog where I can have multiple categories on the main page for different rants. I don't want people jumping around as much as it is here. It's kinda how my brain works tho, all jumbled into different things. Things and people comming and going all the time go through my head.
I really like this whole blogging idea for our society. For me, it allows me to let others know what's going on in my head. There's always tons of stuff and it's nice to get it all out.
As for the video gaming of the day.....well, after we came back from picking berries in the bush we went straight to Superstore to get some pie crusts. Of course it didn't stop there. We got some milk, potatoes (i love em) , mini pizza pops (erin loves em), and 2 dozen eggs (can't get enough for either of us).
So we get home and she makes it up like nothing. Even adds weird things to it that baker people do. I need to pay attention more...hahaha.
It cools but I wanted it to be a victory pie (the best kind). So I start up Starcraft (now left handed b/c my right hand doesn't like mice anymore...lol) and it's all weird playing with the left. I lost at least a 1/3 of my speed just in the clicking.
I always try and keep the "set yourself up for success" in my head both while gaming and for my real offline life also. There is nothing you can do but ride the current moment but there is always something you can do about tomorrow. When it happens you will either be set up (by yourself, the best person of all) or you won't (damn lazy self, not doing it for me).
So I try and make it so they come to me and I just defend anything they send at me. Prep for attacks. Pincer them in between 2 groups, cast spells on where they choke up or bunch together. All while my units are counter attacking (they do it automatically).
I of course made an 8 player free for all game since I love them to death. The idea of a risk type game (but in real time which is cooler as YOU control how the men move/kill/defend) but for 8 players in the game ALL ENEMIES to each other! Everyone gets a different colour for their men/buildings. Lose all of your buildings and yer disqualified and are forced from the game to leave.
I find defensive is better then offensive because you know they are comming and are focused on staying alive. Scouts see them comming and you can crush them half way to your base or just let them walk to your front door.
The other day I played this Terran (human) race and made like all tanks and cloaked jets (wraiths). Nothing in the game can defeat 15+ tanks let alone 50 if they are in defensive mode (seige) as they get long range and they shell anything before it touches you. Then when they just killed all of their units you unseige them all, move them outside THEIR base and then seige them up again with support units protecting from air attacks while they shell down their base and anything comming up to defend it.
As I sit and build a nice little base my enemies are all killing each other. That of course gives me an advantage if I am building correctly (which I tend to try hard at. ;)
Then one of them tries to bust me up like I watch them do to the other people around them and I walk through them. Man does it ever feel good to crush those cocky little fucks. LMAO. Nothing makes yer day brighter then to wipe out 600 over units with only 50 tanks and a few support jets. As they change from "i so have this game, yer dead" to "yer a cheater, fuckng haxor"...lol.
Or to beat someone with the same race they have. To know yer better with all the same stuff. Today I beat someone using Zerg, a race I haven't touched in like 2 months or so....AAAAAND left handed! :D
They got me in the middle but I ran to the bottom of the screen and rebuilt in a more secure location. I sent in flying units into the base and wiped out dependant buildings so they couldn't make any more units till it was replaced. Then wiped out his base and mocked him JUST like he mocked me saying "haha, i got your main base" and other crap. He left all mad because he got schooled.
I was able to hold his attacks AND carry on my own against his base at the same time. He couldn't hold them both and lost too many important things. Since he controlled his men so effectively using good micromanagement like leading my men into an ambush I found the win to be that much better knowing I bested him. I completly understand Candice's competitive nature. I love it.
I've had people do 3 on me before and I still crushed them out. People who shouldn't team up secretely do anyways and attack at the very exact same time or co-ordinate their attacks so cripple you on 2 fronts at once/stop reinforcements from helping an attack or even out and out defending their secret ally. Cheaters are the best wins by far. Beating someone who is not playing fairly always makes my day. Just by skillz.
It's too bad Erin isin't into the game at all. It certainly is awesome in my books. Put on some good tunes and just start laying the smack down! It doesn't get to me when I lose b/c that's part of the game. I usually get 2-1 wins and am at about 150-80. I'll check...
291-156-29
wins-losses-disconnects (too many means they pull their net before getting a loss, very low but people do it, some even disc you and get the win for themselves...really eats at ya but it's just numbers)
so ya, i guess a bit more...lol. Hitting 300 will be nice. If I kept my old account I'd prob be at 600 wins by now. it was about 250 when i dropped it for bluetigerbc on uswest battle.net.
Gonna go get that to 300 wins. I thin kthe blog is long enough anyways. lol
Also gotta work on geekcollective.org stuff. Tons of ideas there.
Today went well with the berry picking. Got a bucket of blueberries /w Erin. Found a printer on the way back and gave that to Roy. He in turn smoked me up a nice pinner joint. What a nice guy. He barely has any herbs and still brings one over for me. I have like 2-3 bowls of herb left. I know I'll get more within the week or two so no worries.
I love hanging around generous people. Makes me feel really good to be on the RECEIVING end of the whole giving process. Roy really makes me happy sometimes. Not just cause he gets me high but because he inspires me.
When no one would help me move into my apt I met him and we moved my big heavy metal comp desk into the place. When I'm out of herbs (as I mentioned...lol) he smokes me up and reassures me that everything will be cool. He can't read or write yet and STILL has a job supporting his gf & kid. When I am at some really low points he really picks me up spiritually.
I get so low at times and "ensnared" as I'd call it. Like I "can" do lots of stuff but seem paralyzed in my own lazyness. The comp sure does that to a lot of people. Gotta stay focused, organized, and up beat! :D
If there are people in this world that you value, hold them dear and let them know how amazing they are. There is nothing like someone giving you props for just being you. Encouraging yer friends is important when the rest of the world is beating down on them. Who else BUT your family and friends should be doing this?
Family I wouldn't always say is helpful. In certain areas ya but you really gotta let their words fly by as you don't get to pick who yer family is. I've found friends to be more encouraging then family most of the time. The friends I have are so awesome but I don't have too many. For each person you call friend that means the pie of yer time is cut by another slice for them. Your energy, support, and even loyalty are all needed all the time. It's demanding at times. Sometimes friends can even hate other friends. That's always a crazy situation.
I'm sure I mentioned Erin making me that pie. Man, I had a slice of that and it rocked! A girl who can really cook she is. Speaking of pies I think I'm gonna get pie-eyed and continue this long, crazy blog.
.
. .
. . .
. . . .
. . .
. .
.
;)
ah yeah! :D
The peaceful night time. 6am Ontario time, 3am here. It feels nice ot be behind on the hours. It's always on my mind since Ontario is always in my heart. It's really good but I think I can do better out here. Both for me and for everyone else. I love how Van is asia, america and canada all in one. Not all places have a city for each culture. richmond for asian people, newton of surrey for indian people, langly is where lotsa white people are.
...and of course it's all mixed. That's what I love the most. I love how cultured people are here. Some people are dicks but I see way more that aren't.
I'd love to see a blog where I can have multiple categories on the main page for different rants. I don't want people jumping around as much as it is here. It's kinda how my brain works tho, all jumbled into different things. Things and people comming and going all the time go through my head.
I really like this whole blogging idea for our society. For me, it allows me to let others know what's going on in my head. There's always tons of stuff and it's nice to get it all out.
As for the video gaming of the day.....well, after we came back from picking berries in the bush we went straight to Superstore to get some pie crusts. Of course it didn't stop there. We got some milk, potatoes (i love em) , mini pizza pops (erin loves em), and 2 dozen eggs (can't get enough for either of us).
So we get home and she makes it up like nothing. Even adds weird things to it that baker people do. I need to pay attention more...hahaha.
It cools but I wanted it to be a victory pie (the best kind). So I start up Starcraft (now left handed b/c my right hand doesn't like mice anymore...lol) and it's all weird playing with the left. I lost at least a 1/3 of my speed just in the clicking.
I always try and keep the "set yourself up for success" in my head both while gaming and for my real offline life also. There is nothing you can do but ride the current moment but there is always something you can do about tomorrow. When it happens you will either be set up (by yourself, the best person of all) or you won't (damn lazy self, not doing it for me).
So I try and make it so they come to me and I just defend anything they send at me. Prep for attacks. Pincer them in between 2 groups, cast spells on where they choke up or bunch together. All while my units are counter attacking (they do it automatically).
I of course made an 8 player free for all game since I love them to death. The idea of a risk type game (but in real time which is cooler as YOU control how the men move/kill/defend) but for 8 players in the game ALL ENEMIES to each other! Everyone gets a different colour for their men/buildings. Lose all of your buildings and yer disqualified and are forced from the game to leave.
I find defensive is better then offensive because you know they are comming and are focused on staying alive. Scouts see them comming and you can crush them half way to your base or just let them walk to your front door.
The other day I played this Terran (human) race and made like all tanks and cloaked jets (wraiths). Nothing in the game can defeat 15+ tanks let alone 50 if they are in defensive mode (seige) as they get long range and they shell anything before it touches you. Then when they just killed all of their units you unseige them all, move them outside THEIR base and then seige them up again with support units protecting from air attacks while they shell down their base and anything comming up to defend it.
As I sit and build a nice little base my enemies are all killing each other. That of course gives me an advantage if I am building correctly (which I tend to try hard at. ;)
Then one of them tries to bust me up like I watch them do to the other people around them and I walk through them. Man does it ever feel good to crush those cocky little fucks. LMAO. Nothing makes yer day brighter then to wipe out 600 over units with only 50 tanks and a few support jets. As they change from "i so have this game, yer dead" to "yer a cheater, fuckng haxor"...lol.
Or to beat someone with the same race they have. To know yer better with all the same stuff. Today I beat someone using Zerg, a race I haven't touched in like 2 months or so....AAAAAND left handed! :D
They got me in the middle but I ran to the bottom of the screen and rebuilt in a more secure location. I sent in flying units into the base and wiped out dependant buildings so they couldn't make any more units till it was replaced. Then wiped out his base and mocked him JUST like he mocked me saying "haha, i got your main base" and other crap. He left all mad because he got schooled.
I was able to hold his attacks AND carry on my own against his base at the same time. He couldn't hold them both and lost too many important things. Since he controlled his men so effectively using good micromanagement like leading my men into an ambush I found the win to be that much better knowing I bested him. I completly understand Candice's competitive nature. I love it.
I've had people do 3 on me before and I still crushed them out. People who shouldn't team up secretely do anyways and attack at the very exact same time or co-ordinate their attacks so cripple you on 2 fronts at once/stop reinforcements from helping an attack or even out and out defending their secret ally. Cheaters are the best wins by far. Beating someone who is not playing fairly always makes my day. Just by skillz.
It's too bad Erin isin't into the game at all. It certainly is awesome in my books. Put on some good tunes and just start laying the smack down! It doesn't get to me when I lose b/c that's part of the game. I usually get 2-1 wins and am at about 150-80. I'll check...
291-156-29
wins-losses-disconnects (too many means they pull their net before getting a loss, very low but people do it, some even disc you and get the win for themselves...really eats at ya but it's just numbers)
so ya, i guess a bit more...lol. Hitting 300 will be nice. If I kept my old account I'd prob be at 600 wins by now. it was about 250 when i dropped it for bluetigerbc on uswest battle.net.
Gonna go get that to 300 wins. I thin kthe blog is long enough anyways. lol
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lol Guild Wars is so ruling my life right now...
we all have that certain game that rules our lives. i live in a constant battle among 3 races. i understand yer situation. sure is nice to just enjoy it tho eh? why fight it when it's soooooo good? that's how i see things in life. anything i want i'll try and go after. i'm really happy you got yer computer now. now you can play any game on the market and prob even new games that come out within the next year or two no prob.
i've tried and failed at lots of good things i've wanted but it can't stop ya. you just find something else if it doesn't go your way. just numbers. nothing personal. stats if you will. even party members come and go in my life (as they got their own party/situation to think about). i don't really need an upgrade on my 1300mhz pc. it plays starcraft juuuust fine. lol. it'd be nice tho.
i've tried and failed at lots of good things i've wanted but it can't stop ya. you just find something else if it doesn't go your way. just numbers. nothing personal. stats if you will. even party members come and go in my life (as they got their own party/situation to think about). i don't really need an upgrade on my 1300mhz pc. it plays starcraft juuuust fine. lol. it'd be nice tho.
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