when we were in the forest last wednedsay n i was tellin them all about the rave i went to, I told them about how j couldn't find me n he got worried. apparently my phone deletes text messages after a while, (so i'm glad i typed them all up in this entry about it), but i still had the ones from that night n i showed them to Gabby. after she saw them she was like, "aw, he's such a sweety. u should marry him, n u guys should have babies...that are ravers." XD that was probably the most awesome thing i heard all last week. also, when we were talkin about how we all thought he was gay when we met him, i pointed out that his myspace says he's straight, but his facebook says he's interested in guys n girls. (i didn't mention n e thing about the bulletins he'd posted on myspace back when i first added him in may) then gabby said something like, "ooo, what if he's bi? a sweet, hot, bi guy?" lol, it made me feel good to hear someone else say that he's hot XD damn it i want that boy! haha

 

so i had more things to say but have also since forgotten. um, i'm a cow. moo. i hella binge ate not too long ago, so even tho mentally i feel like shit, physically i feel a lot better. my period has already lightened up so anemia isn't as much of an issue as it was yesterday, but it was just enough time for a cold to set in so as well as it being the week before finals n me being fatigued cuz of my period, i also have a cold. blah. i have so much shit i need to do, but i honestly just don't have the will to do n e thing. i wanna exercise, but because of my period i know that will knock me out n i wanna do homework, but i'm too tired from my period n being sick to focus, n i wanna take a nap, but i'm too stressed about all the work i have to do this week that i can't sleep! what a mess, what a mess, what a mess...n thanx to those of u who weren't Mike that commented on the last entry, it was an unexpected surprise, haha. oh, n cexcitten has somethin awesome on her blog that i'm postin on myspace n i hope all the guys on my friend list read it, especially j XD lol, n doug, too. i think i'm finally getting desperate enough that i may try to fuck him again after break, but we'll see. i hope ur all well :) <3

 
   

 


 
 
mike175 on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
Oh, so everyone but me gets thanks for replying? Fine then.

That was an interesting thing you linked to. Some of those I think are suspect though.

blackmamba on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
heh, u always get my thanx for replyin, its just that ur the only one who consistantly does now XD i think a lot of those things have been researched, but even if they are suspect it at least gets the mind wondering n inspires it.

btw, Stuart still isn't getting the fucking hint. if u have the chance, check out this conversation: http://www.mindsay.com/comments/blackmamba/350120?start=0 (i know u've already read like the first half)

mike175 on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
Well, I still say it sounds like you two are just going around in circles. I'd just stop replying to him. You're never going to change his mind nor is he going to change yours. He's a lost cause at this point.
blackmamba on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
i know. n i know we're just going in circles. he's all like, "we can still talk about other things" n he says this crap like he's ready to let go, but does he? i honestly have nothing more to say to him than i have already.
mike175 on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
Yeah, it always seems to go back to that. Time to give it up and just ignore him till he grows up a bit.
blackmamba on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
unfortunately, i don't see that happening n e time soon. there's a lot of reasons that i think he does drugs, n i dun think n e of them are gonna change n e time, soon. i'm scared to look @ his blog
mike175 on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
There's nothing new on his blog since Nov. 20. Probably too messed up to blog.
blackmamba on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
haha. i dun even remember what his last entry said. i didn't even look @ it
mike175 on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
It was just a pic from some rave and something about camping.
blackmamba on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
oh i saw that. n i saw the pic on his myspace before he posted that.

btw, Internet Explorer is still failing. sign on ASAP cuz i have homework due Friday that i need the internet for!

meangirl20 on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
you will try to fuck him. How will you do this? do you have a plan all set up to seduce him, or are you just gonna hit him over the head and take advantage of him that way?? LOL
blackmamba on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
i wasn't talkin about j, i meant doug pretty much all i have to do is send him a message on myspace n ask. i'm not sure he's interested in me n e more cuz he won't say hi to me when he sees me now n he hasn't called, but i figure if i send him something tellin him i don't have yahoo messanger n e more n i ask if he has AIM then he'll probably see me. i really wish i didn't have to settle for him, but u never know, maybe i won't have to or somethin
meangirl20 on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
oh okay. oops, my bad. aww
blackmamba on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
don't get me wrong, i'm really happy for j n him n his gf really are super cute together...but i still want him

meangirl20 on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
im sure id feel the same if I had a situation like that.
blackmamba on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
yeah...it really sux, lol. i really wanna be over him
meangirl20 on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
awww....you will with time im sure.
blackmamba on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
i know. i just wish it would happen now
meangirl20 on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
awww im sorry. wish I could help
blackmamba on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol)
i wish i could help myself
meangirl20 on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol):
it'll be ok. things will work out
blackmamba on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol):
thanx
meangirl20 on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol):
welcum
blackmamba on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol):
lol, cum
meangirl20 on
Re: what i forgot to put in my last entry (hint, read that first, lol):
yes I did that purposely. hee hee
 
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