I've sobered up now. That was a waste of alcohol. I brushed my teeth and put in my retainer, and now from me wearing it so infrequently it's really starting to hurt. I did it originally to keep me from drinking more when my buzz was dying and to also keep me from eating because I tend to binge a lot when i'm drunk. The problem is, i really am starting to feel truly hungry now. I think when I'm done writing this I'm going to take a piss, and if i'm still hungry after that then i'm going to take out my retainer and eat another avacado. Like i said in the previous entry, I don't want them to go to waste and every day they get a little bit worse. The problem is, all the leftovers as well as the communal foods like cheese are gone. All i have are these avacados, the homemade cookies from my mom, and I have a box of Mac-A-Weenie & Cheese, but the stove isn't working. I guess I could put some in a bowl, boil it, and then estimate on the cheese powder and the amount of butter and milk to use...? We'll see. After this stuff is gone I have to start spending money for my own food, and since I don't have a job I'm really worried about that. Maybe tomorrow night one of my fuck buddies will be online so I can get a belly full of semen or something like that. If I'm lucky i'll get several on New Years, lol. :P g'night mindsay.
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