the one night that i seriously didn't want to just sit in my room and drink and play the sims, it turns out that reanna is in salem, oregon. she said that rob called her yesterday, which makes me kinda jealous because he hasn't called me since the last weekend me n albert had together as bf n gf, but i've always known he was more into her than me. (yesterday was also ben's birthday, so i wonder if he was trying to avoid a party or invite her to one. sure, i was busy yesterday, but it still hurts that he didn't call :() i'm too chicken-shit to call him, tho, so instead i just texted him that i want to hang out n to call me. i know that i won't hear from him at all tonight, but at least i tried, right?
my roomie stephanie just got here w/ her bf justin n they're watching the Venture Brothers downstairs. (i'm assuming its my DVD.) she always knows where parties are, but i don't feel like partying really. i just wanted to kick back and chill with people...and maybe get drunk in the process, lol. i wanna call albert so badly right now. i know we can't hang out, but even just to talk to him...i dunno, there's a few ppl i may try to call, ppl that i can talk on the phone w/ but can't hang out w/ because they live really far away. i'm still trying to keep myself happy and excited because i'm going to be in ohio in a week- and oh yeah, reanna isn't going back to the bay for the break, which i didn't think she was, n her roomie monique isn't going either so i think i'll just take greyhound. i could find a ride w/ a stranger like i did for earthdance, but that was a really different situation...i mean, now i actually would care if the person giving me a ride killed me, on purpose or accident.
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