six months probation. six FUCKING months probation. with no jail time. That's it. That's all that fucking bastard got for what he did to me. which means that i have a job to do in May if it's not done by then. this is fucking bullshit. and if i can't get any sort of record of all the money i've already spent failing to get myself fixed, then he might not even have to pay me. and how do i get him to pay for any remaining therapy? "civily". getting a lawyer. going back to court. seeing him again. him and that meth whore mom and probably his sister who's no better again. no. this is fucking bullshit. this is fucking bullshit and there is work to be done, and i will see to it that it is. god i need somebody right now. do you see why i have no one, now? because this is how fucking "crazy" i am. here i am, wanting to do the right thing, and i get shunned by those i care about most for it. Smiley
 
   

 


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misterghoulie on
Re: six months
Do you know where the nearest pig farm is?  Lemme know if you know, and I might be able to arrange something.
blackmamba on
Re: six months
Unfortunately, no. besides, you have to shave the bodies because the hairs give the pigs indegestion.
causticveracity on
Re: six months
That is fucked up. I wish I could do something to make it all better.
I have a friend who was raped by some guy, and she got hit by a car once and when they took her to the hospital the guy that raped her was her nurse. Nothing happened to the guy though. He is still a nurse. EW.
blackmamba on
Re: six months
that's aweful. I just know that one day I'm going to have to see him again, and i'll probably lose control when i do. that's sweet of you to wish you could help me, though. i don't deserve to have people like you in my life at all. <3
causticveracity on
Re: six months
Why do you not think you deserve that? You are a very nice, very intelligent person. 
blackmamba on
Re: six months
thanx. i wish i could believe that. it's hard to when i just talked this guy who wants to sleep with me into buying alcohol for me. we didn't do anything afterward, but once again he's trying to take advantage of me
causticveracity on
Re: six months
Guys try and do that to all women. 
blackmamba on
Re: six months
oh i know that. i'm just mega proud of myself for being able to tell him to fuck off while i'm drunk. usually alcohol just kinda makes me go with the flow, so to be able to take a stand is amazing.
causticveracity on
Re: six months
Good job. There have been times I couldn't tell guys no when I was drunk.  Smiley
blackmamba on
Re: six months
really? i wish chiks would hit on me when i was drunk.
causticveracity on
Re: six months
I do too. Usually just dudes hit on me. 
blackmamba on
Re: six months
yeah, but you've been with girls before. for the most part, i haven't.
shiny on
Re: six months
I don't know what to say. Except that I agree. It's fucking bullshit.

Sorry it all went down this way...

-- S
blackmamba on
Re: six months
at least you said something. i honestly don't know what to do. i don't see the point, or....fuck, i just don't know.

HAUNTEDWHISPER on
Re: six months
Unfortunately, we tend to have a fucked up justice system.  Smiley
blackmamba on
Re: six months
yes we do. i mean...gah! you don't even know. if you check out all the tags i have under "r", it would help.
HAUNTEDWHISPER on
Re: six months
oh I kind of figured it out from the tags in this entry. I went through the same thing, minus the court experience. At least you were brave enough to take it to court; I didn't feel confident enough to do that. At the time, I thought it was all my fault (i was really young). 
blackmamba on
Re: six months
well, at least he didn't tell you to your face that it was your fault, and i'm assuming it only happend once to you. i took it to court because i thought that it was the right thing to do, and i was completely wrong.
HAUNTEDWHISPER on
Re: six months
Actually he did, among a bunch of other seriously fucked up things he said that all the therapists in the world could never get out of my head. I didnt' even know the guy (well, I knew who he was, but I'd never had much contact with him at all); I guess I was just at the wrong place at the wrong time. I'm sorry you (now)  think taking it to court was a bad idea, but I still think it was a brave thing to do. 
blackmamba on
Re: six months
thanx, but i think it was very naive. cop dramas are never true to real life and i should have known better. i'm sorry that he did that. my ex had no remorse for any of the terrible things that he did.
stjimmy127 on
Re: six months
Wow. I'm seriously speechless. I'm so sorry.
blackmamba on
Re: six months
at least you said something. thank you.
stjimmy127 on
Re: six months
I tried. I just can't put my feelings about this into words, as I'm sure it's even harder for you.

 

It's like...why isn't this guy ass-raped in prison for the rest of his life?

People who steal pencils get jail time.

 

Fucking Christ...

blackmamba on
Re: six months
i know. it's really fucking terrible. and this isn't even the whole story. but at least you tried. it means a lot.

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