so i'm talking to raver Jimmy about raves kinda, and i know from reading his myspace that there's one coming up in a couple weeks that him and a couple other people from humboldt are going to and they're bringing some people, too. it came up again that i've wanted to go to a rave since i was 13, (5.5 years i'd say, now), and he said that maybe over winter break if i came home then he'd take me to one. honestly, if you're not going to take me or don't want to then stop saying that you might. its a real pain in the ass to keep getting led on like that.
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i was talking to him online a little more and we talked about that stuff a little bit. here's the conversation:
fuzzycookie1: i do have to admit that i feel intrusive kind of though, cuz i've never gone and it don't know shit about rave culture, but i'm willing to learn
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Jimmy: and np on being intrusive or w/e, the truth is I haven't taken u to one cuz I have kinda had a change of mind introducing peeps to ravin' after the experience my good friend kyle had
Jimmy: which was a not so good one
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fuzzycookie1: hey, its cool. shit happens
Jimmy: and also, I am off by meself ravin' ussually, wouldn't hang with u in all truthfulness and dunno if u'd be cool with that
fuzzycookie1: if i took someone to a heavier concert and they had a bad experience i'd probably be a little cautious, too
Jimmy: I either a) tend to be antisocial cuz I am tired and just wanna dance or b) ADD cuz I am rolling :D
fuzzycookie1: well i've never done E so i dunno about that, but i tend to just like to have a good time
Jimmy: he just got a little too into the feeling of rolling, and wasn't into for the music, he had a fuckin awesome time, and luckily realized he was getting too into it drug wise, but not somethin' I wanna introduce other peeps to, cuz in his case he realized
fuzzycookie1: for example, when i'd go to concerts, i would usually get so into it that people around me would tend to watch me instead of the band, haha....
Jimmy: but I dun wanna be the one who got one of my friends into it, and then make it end up ina rehab story
i got kicked offline after that and now that i have my connection back he isn't on, but it makes me feel a lot better to hear all of that. i know that if i went to a strange place by myself for the first time and there was only one person I knew there, i would tend to stick to that one person. and it is a good thing that his friend realized that, because some people don't, some are in denial, and some do but don't give a fuck. *cough*Stuart*cough* I'm very tired so i'm deffinately getting to bed now, though. we'll see how tomorrow is.
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